A
young woman came and said, Doctor Vandana, I feel I have huge potential. I want
to unlock my potential and remove some block.
Session………
I
am alone in a stone house having wooden furniture. I am wearing blue dress and
taking porridge. Now I am walking through the village all the way to fields. There
are a lot of houses around the estate. I reached an eating place. A group of
six young boys, having soiled faces and hands, are sitting and laughing. I am
smiling. Boys are asking for food. I am giving them porridge in wooden pots.
Now I look out of the window at houses, dusty street, carriages etc. Boys are
done with food. Now I am going out of this place. I am 16 yrs of age. I am
going through village, crossing a big gate, passing by fields again watching a
flowing stream nearby. I jump and cross olive tree. It’s evening. I am happy on
the way back to my home. There is an old lady, she is cooking. I am eating
apple from basket. I see olive tree from window of my room. I feel the old lady
is my mother. Next morning few men riding on horseback, faces covered with
black cloth, enter inside home. They are talking to the lady. They push me on
the floor and drag me. My mother is trying to stop them. They make me sit on
the horse back and take me away. Lot of dust is all around. I am stopping them,
they are not listening. They cross all the fields and are going farther away.
After
a long travel I can see a strange village. It has straight muddy houses and dry
land. After crossing the village we enter a big palace made of red brick and
stone. There are many tress and fountains here.
Two women take me for a bath in a pool. I feel clean. They make me wear
body hugging cotton dress with golden work on it. I am very beautiful and fair.
The floor is very clean and nice. They are taking me to a hall. A man is
sitting in a big chair. They make me sit by his side. He is older and strong
built. He is 45. I feel strange and confused. A man with ugly teeth came in
front of us. He is laughing proudly. He is one of the men who abducted me.
The
man sitting on the chair got up, held my hand and took me to a big room. He
made me sit on the bed. He is now standing near the window. There is tree with
big leaves and white & pink flowers. Someone came to meet him. He went along
with him. Then he came back and making love to me in bed. It’s done and he is
gone. I am just lying on the bed. I get up and saw the pool from the window. I
left the room and went into the pool. Came back to the room, the floor is so
cold. Life goes like this. I am very bored here. I had happy family. My all
brothers are working at mill. My father is no more. My village was so good. He
and his soldiers took everything from me.
One
day I climbed up the tree and looked at whole city. This city has light brown coloured
buildings; red flags on tree branches and sand all around. I am not happy and
feel very alone. It has started raining. I climb down the tree and go out down
the huge stairs. Two persons bring me back and two women are taking me back to
the man. The man looks unhappy. He ordered them to take me to the room. This
man wears strange things, a horse structure on head. I am in my room. I am 20.
Two
women are dressing me in white clothes. Now I am standing by his side. Today is
some celebration. A Lot of happy rich people, Elephants and horses are here. He is very happy. I am having a big belly. I
am pregnant. I feel he is happy and this celebration is because of it.
Now
he visits me regularly and feels happy. He relishes his time with me. One day a
lot of people, men & women, came in my room. It is delivery time. He is
waiting outside and all other are watching me deliver a son. They called him
Sumer. My child is growing up fast. He looks like his father. We both have so
much to do together. We are almost like siblings. He is young but understands
me well. Now I am talking to everybody here. One woman told me that king has
many queens but no child. Someone told him to bring girl from afar so they
brought me. Everyone started liking me. The other queens were sent far away after
I delivered a son. That is why I get lot of king’s attention now.
King
is not well and is getting weak. I take his place. I became a strong leader. My
son is sitting by my right side. Now I am ruling. I am doing well, liking it
more but sometimes I want to see my place.
I
am in 40s. A person from another kingdom came with his daughter and proposed
for my son. They came along with their big family. I found the girl very nice. My
son gets married with lot of celebration and rituals.
I
decided for him to be head of kingdom. I now sit on his right side. He is just
like my brother. I am happy. With time my son had three children. They are very
sweet. Now I play with them and climb the tree with them. One day I fell down
and hurt my right ankle. I am on the bed. My ankle injury is not healing and getting
worse. I am getting weaker. My son and grand children come to see me.
It
is early morning. I am alone in my room.
I feel I am leaving my body. My son is
very sad. They buried me a place near king’s grave. There is some golden figure
on top of my grave. It was a lonely life. Lesson I learnt that things change
and all turn out to be good in the end. In light received blessings & Guidance
that you will rise up to great heights in this life.
Reorientation…….
Doctor!
Similar incident occurred at the time of delivery this time also. Due to some sudden complications in normal
delivery so many male and female staff, doctors entered in the delivery room.
In the present life also I had right ankle injury and have only one son. Thank
you very much for assisting me travel this wonderful journey.
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