Destined to be lonely

A young man with the diagnosis of erectile dysfunction came for past life regression. His wished to know why I have ED.  My father left home, my mother is depressed, brother is spastic and sister is BPD patient. Why was I born in such a strange family and don’t I have a normal life?

SESSION…..

It is a village. I live in a hut. I am 7 years and I am very black. My whole family is black. We are manual workers. Epidemic has spread in the village. My parents, sister and lot of villagers are dead. All are cremated together. The survivors are crying. I go to others for meals. I started manual work when I grew up. Now I am 22 years of age. Villagers have arranged my marriage. I am walking in the front. Very few people are walking along with me. It is very simple Mandap and marriage ceremony.

I am in hut with my wife. She is very fair, beautiful with oval face. I am having inferiority complex. I look ugly and she is beautiful. I am feeling disconnected with her. During day I go to work & in night I lose confidence. She shouts at me. I feel very inferior to her.  I lost confidence of having sex due to inferiority complex. I never had physical relation with her. She started shouting at me out of frustration. I feel ashamed of myself. I am 30 years and my wife eloped with someone. I am very sad. I am in the hut all alone. I work and roam here and there.

I am 40 years. I walk down to the temple located on the bank of river. I jump into the river. I am dead. It was an empty life. The lesson I needed to learn - How to live all alone?

Guided to light received guidance from master that you are destined to live alone in this life. As regards birth in strange family, you are repaying for the hurt meted out to them in one of your lives.