Maggots phobia and Past life link

Maggots phobia and Past life link

A married woman in her 30s having fear of maggots since childhood came for Past life regression therapy. The sight of a maggot makes her nervous from inside and brings panic attack. She said I feel they will bore into me. I am also facing issues in my married life.

Session......

I am in an old house. I live in a small peaceful village. I am an artist. People call me John.  It is U.K. 1828. My son is grown up and gone to another city. My wife has died and I live alone. I draw paintings and my life is peaceful. I am sitting on a table and writing something. I am almost 60. I have chest pain. I am dying. I am alone.

I am observing my body. No one came till my body is infested with maggots and starts stinking. Now my son came and I am buried. (A lot of therapy work done to remove impression of maggots. Thereafter she was guided to explore the disharmony in married life).

It is medium size wooden house. I have two kids, a boy and a girl. I live in country side. There are no houses nearby. I am always busy in house work. My name is Roshina. My husband is a carpenter. We do not talk much to each other. He is having an extra marital affair with someone. I do not know who she is. He wants to live with her.  I am arguing with him. He got very angry. My kids are playing outside the home. He is hitting me with a wooden log. I am crying for help. In rage he poured kerosene on me and burnt me alive. I am in my 30s. I died. My last thought was immense pain and burning sensation. It was a very lonely life. I learnt that never depend so much on any one. 

Guided to light she received healing and guidance.

Curiosity to understand more about married life.

Curiosity to understand more about married life.

A person curious to understand more about married life came for Past life regression.

Session.....

I am a small girl playing in a palace. I am princess. Now I am a teenager riding horse. There is a young man in my father’s army. We meet each other and developed physical intimacy. One day someone told my father. We are riding a horse and running away. We keep on running and reach a small wooden hut in the mountains. This is his home. We live here now. We sleep on the floor. This place is very beautiful and has very few homes around. I am pregnant. My father’s soldiers found us and one they came, took him out and killed him. I am left alone. I gave birth to my son with the help of village ladies. No one from my family came to me.

I have a basket on my back and work in tea garden along with other women. My son is growing. He left to work at some other place when grown up. He got married. Now I have a daughter in law and grandson.

Now I am very old and in my 70s. My whole life is spent in sadness. I died at home. It was a very lonely life. I died at home. It is India of 1907. I felt one must have a company to live with in life. My son is cremating me. The soldier is my present life husband. The son is my elder son and grandson is my younger son at present.

In light I am receiving guidance and blessings.

Reorientation....

Doctor Vandana; We met very young in present life also. Ours is a love arranged marriage. Initially my father was against it. I feel, in case something happens, I will not go to my parent’s home.  My childhood was very good but lot of responsibility came on me after my marriage. I always feel some connection with my elder son and am very attached to him. In this life also there is a vacuum in my married life although we both are very dedicated to each other. I have a feeling things will improve after this session.  

Case study - Sufferings and past life link

Case study - Sufferings and past life link

Why so much physical and emotional sufferings-----Answer lies in past life regression.

PLR Session…..

1^st Life

It is noon. I am 40 and sitting under Peepal tree in my Kuldevi Mata Shri Naina Devi  temple. I walk down the stairs to a black gate. I try to open it but get terribly afraid of falling in to the deep valley below. I am holding the gate with my full strength and crying.  I cross the gate somehow and reach the bus stand. I take a bus to my home [also my home in current life]. My mother is standing in the court yard and advises me to go inside and sleep.

I am 20 year boy standing on the bank of a river. I get into a wooden boat and start rowing like a novice. I am heading towards my destination and suddenly see the shadow of mountain in water. It suddenly got dark and I cry in fear. I somehow get off the boat but slip in to the water. I climb up the mountain holding on to the shrubs one after the other on the way and reach at the top. There is a small temple. My dead body is lying on the pyre. Many unknown people are standing and preparing for my cremation. I can recognize Aniket { my younger son in current life}  standing with tear filled eyes. I recognize no one else. I came to know that I had actually drowned and my floating body [wearing pant and shirt] was taken out by the villagers. I go up in the sky after the pyre catches fire. It is probably 1900. My last thought was that of fear, darkness, slipping into deep water, drowning and suffocating to death. Guru ji (Gurudev Ram Lal Siyag from Jodhpur) appears as a bright light. I plead with him to tell me why I suffer so much both physically and emotionally. He replies, “KARMA”. He advises me to do good with everyone.

2^nd Life

I am 20 plus Prince and married.  I am in some unknown part of the world with probably English culture. I am inside my palace dressed like a warrior. I am strongly built man of exceptionally good height. I am surrounded by statues of warriors. A spiral staircase leads to the first floor. I start crying hoarse after listening some commotion amongst the ladies upstairs. Someone is crying. I cannot go upstairs as it is reserved for ladies. My wife is shouting at me. I ask her not to do so but she continues to shout. I am scared of her. [subject has severe headache and pain in neck].

I lead my soldiers in to the battle field and fight bravely. Suddenly the enemy soldiers surround my chariot.  I am alone as my soldiers are not there. I am hit with a sword on the left side of my neck. They hit me on left arm also. My right foot is bleeding. I am stabbed and I fall down. I can see my wife laughing at my condition.

I am taken to the palace and kept me face down at the same place from where I had left for battle. I am dead. My wife is expressing her happiness at my death. I can recognize her. She is my wife in current life. All the ladies climb down the stairs. My wife turns me straight up and sobs. I am laughing as I am leaving that place, going up in the sky. My dead body is taken for burial. Life was not good; just fights both inside and outside the palace.

I am white light and moving up fast in the sky. I am laughing. Suddenly a star comes and enters my body. I enjoy the sensation. I am happy and feel free. I forgive my wife and the enemy soldiers who killed me. I I leave behind all my physical and emotional pains. I merge into light.

Emotional vulnerability - why?

Emotional vulnerability - why?

A 26 year old dentist, whose childhood witnessed disharmony between her parents, finds answer to her whys..

1. repeated break ups.

2. people use her trust in them.

3.  her brothers always got preference over her.

Session…….

There is a cluster of small houses in desert. It seems some Arabian country. I am a girl, 21 years, wearing a dress fully covered from top to bottom. I love someone…….!

It is night and went to meet him with a lantern in hand. I am speaking to this person whom I love. My name is Ilaya…….! My father is beating me. My parents are poor. They fight a lot. The person whom I love has gone away. My father sold me to the Head of the Kasbah. I am his slave now. My duty is to give water. I kept waiting for the person whom I loved but he never returned. I don’t eat much. It is evening. I am vomiting and dying. There is none to give me water. I am only 28 years. Someone buried me. He is the person I loved. My family didn’t come. Lesson Learnt: Love with purity and commitment.

In white light, it is divine and peaceful. I am dancing with my soul mate light. I recognized him. He promised to be with me in next life. He is taking me to the master light. Guidance by the Master Light; Have faith. Good times in the future.

2^nd Past Life:

It is a European Country in the year 1500. I am a princess (long description of culture and dresses ….). I have guards protecting me but one of them is always near me. We both love each other but we can’t marry as he is a guard. I feel very weak and vulnerable in his absence. I am having severe pain in both my shoulders and arms (visibly crying in intense pain). He is holding my shoulders forcibly and telling me to go away with him. I cannot as my duty is important to me. I devoted my life for the good of people. I died in old age. A lot of people are paying respectful tribute at my funeral. He is there and very sad. He devoted his life for my work.

Re-Orientation:

1) 1^st life covered carry-over of emotional vulnerability.

2) She often had severe complain of pain in both the arms. Now she knows why the pain was there and seems to be totally released.

Curiosity about reincarnation

Curiosity about reincarnation

A man of 38 yrs. of age with curiosity of reincarnation came for Past life regression.

Session…..

I am a 25 yrs bald monk wearing orange brown clothes. I am standing and a lot of people are sitting. Gautam Budha is teaching.

It is night. I am sitting on a cot in a hut. Next day I am going to bazaar for Bhiksha. I am walking on a kutcha path with my eyes lowered towards ground. I walk to everywhere. Now I reached at some other place. Everyone is dressed like me. We all are very quiet and peaceful.

Now I am going somewhere. I am walking for almost last one year. I am sitting under a tree watching the rising sun. I start walking again after few hours. I hold a walking stick.

I feel I am 30 yrs. I entered a village and went to a shop for Bhiksha. The shopkeeper gave me rice but I told him I can’t cook it. He gave me jaggery instead. I continue with my journey. It is day time I am sitting near a river eating jaggery and listening to the sound of flowing river. I like the sound. I meditated. It is night I am sleeping under  a tree on the bank of river. Next morning few villagers came and offered me food. I stayed there for sometime.

I want to go to Sarnaath. I continue with my journey. After few years I died. My body is cremated in fire by some people. I was at peace at the time of death. In light the message came improve your meditation.       

Phobia and past life link

Phobia and past life link.

A 39 year old man came for PLR session to know the reasons for his fear of break in. He said, since childhood I have the fear that somebody will enter inside at night from window/door if I am alone and harm me.

Session....

It is very big house and two men are standing outside. This house belongs to a very rich person. They are not good persons. There is a room. I am a kid of 6 years. It is night time. I am sleeping alone. Those men entered from the window. Their faces are covered. They have small size axe in their hands. The window is open. It is a very big window. They have entered through this window. They are standing near my bed. Everything is very peaceful in room. One man is hitting me with axe in my heart (started crying visibly). There is too much pain. I am dying. I am dead. My present body is feeling pain in chest and back. They return back by the window. After some hours my mother entered my room. She is shouting for help after seeing me. She is crying. I am wearing a beautiful necklace. My father is very rich. Now they are burying me. I wonder why people killed me.

As a therapist, I advised to access this information ---I see myself standing with my father during the day. My uncle also has a son. It seems he wanted his son to inherit everything. It seems my father’s men found the killers and they told that my uncle is the one who sent them.

I am feeling lot of heaviness of emotions. My last thought was that they killed me while I was sleeping. Guided towards the light, in light he said it feels as if my soul is getting purified. I feel the presence of my departed parents. It seems they are taking away all my fears.

Reorientation.....

Doctor, I am feeling light. I feel now I will sleep peacefully at night. Thank you. During Telephonic conversation after few weeks he said my sleep is good after session. The thought “somebody will break in” is not disturbing me.   

Exploring past life

Exploring past life

A young woman came for PLR session to explore some issues.

Session...

I am a young boy. My father is drunk all the time and beats my mother. My father is very foul mouthed person. I do not speak much so that not to hurt others. Now I am a young man riding a horse. A young pretty girl in the field looks at me and smiled. I bow my head and pass by. I liked her beautiful eyes. Now I use to go that way. She owns bigger Farm and home than ours. 

It feels we are getting married in Church. My mom is happy. My father is completely drunk. We are very happy. We all live happily in my home. My father passed away.

Lot of activity is happening in home. I am afraid. It is delivery time. It is raining and is very cold. My mother came and told it is a dead baby girl. I am upset. I console my mother and wife. They are crying. I took the dead baby out and buried her. It is quite cold outside. I am crying desperately all alone. After this incident I become more quieter. It feels I want my girl child back. It seems I am not happy from inside. I do not want to live in this house. Here my father used to beat my mother and my child died.  After some time my wife gave birth to a son. She is very happy but I feel OK. Now my expressions never change. My wife does everything at home and I keep sitting on the chair or bed with a pipe in my mouth. Now my wife and son sleep in another room. It is European country. In day time I ride my horse and go in the village to meet my friends.

Today my wife is very upset. My house is very old now and needs repair. She is crying and said you do not care for us. I do not even talk to her. I remain absorbed in self now. She wanted some answers but I went to my room.

There is some celebration in the village. I took my wife and son who is now a tall teenager. My wife is very happy and smiling. It is a fair and she is enjoying every bit of it. She is looking very beautiful in a long dress. Even I am smiling today. We all come back home happily. My son said I am grown up now so I will sleep alone. My wife came to my room and slept. I am sitting on the chair watching her sleeping peacefully with a smile on her face. I wanted to say I love you but I cannot. Suddenly my focus is shifting to a small gun in the almirah. I have not used it in awhile. My mind is stuck to the gun. Suddenly I get up and took it in my hand and thought that I am a failure. I shot myself in head. It is early morning time. My wife got up. She is shocked. She took it on her. She thought she slept here that is why I shot myself. She is screaming. My son comes and runs outside calling people for help. Few people gather and are very surprised. They all saw me so happy last night. My age is less than 50. People are burying me. My wife is looking helpless. My last thought was I wanted her to be always happy. The lesson I learnt that we have no right to take our own life whatever may be the situation. In light the masters guided. Guidance came that you need to balance your karma. Lot of other messages came about what is the purpose of this life.

Reorientation.....

She said I had a craving for a girl child even before my marriage. My brother is my past life son and I treat him as a son. Even before my marriage I was without any reason very afraid of domestic violence. In my present life also I cannot handle emotions well. Doctor you will be surprised since childhood whenever there is rain I start to shiver. My wife is my present life husband. My father is my past life mother. In my life I am highly attached to my father. I am married for a year and a thought comes I have to be fit, healthy and fine for the child birth. I will always remember this session which gave me so much insight about myself.

Past life regression therapy for Claustrophobia – Case study

Past life regression therapy for Claustrophobia – Case study.

A 25 year old person came for past life regression therapy with the complain of claustrophobia. The person feels he/she is struggling with this fear since childhood.

Session…. I am a beautiful girl with golden hair. I am the only child of my parents. They are rich and own a big estate. Many people work in our estate. I am 19 year and riding a horse all alone. I reach a forest located a little far from our estate. I stop my horse as I feel someone is following me from behind. I look back and see a couple who work in our estate riding behind me. I step down the horse as I think my parents have sent them after me. They step down and suddenly the man masked my face with a cloth. The woman tied my hands. Now they tie me on the back of the horse and the man rides it. I shout leave me! leave me!

The woman is riding my horse. They reach an isolated place after sometime. There is pin drop silence around. I am in a very small closed dark room. The woman untied my hands and removed the mask. The woman is very fat and ugly. The room has an earthen floor. It has no window but a small ventilator near the roof. The woman tells me that I will be released after my parents will give them lot of money and jewels. They locked the room from outside and left.

I do not hear any sound. There is frightening silence. I am very afraid. It is such a small closed place that I feel suffocated. The plate of food is slipped inside through the narrow gap at the base of the door. There is not much light so I cannot see what it is. It is tasteless staple food and very difficult to eat.

They come after a very long time, open the door and enter the room. The man stands at the door. The woman shouts at me, beats me and rubs soil on my face. It seems they are not able to get money from my parents. Her behavior is getting horrible as time passes. I am getting weak day by day. I have not seen sun, felt air for a long time. I do not know how many days, months and years have passed. I do not have any orientation of time. I am skin thin but alive.

It feels they came after a very long time. Woman is very angry and scratches my face and lips with her hands. Suddenly I felt too much anger and bit her hand. She holds me by my hair and smashes my head on the wall. I am dead. My last thought was that if only I could have breathed in fresh air. This was some European country.

Reorientation….. The person said the impression of the life lived in a very small closed room is with me from very early age. Any place which is closed, e.g, picture halls, lifts, even the small washrooms suffocate me and make me panic. I feel that reliving my traumatic life helped me release those memories of the past because now I feel that an unknown burden and fear from mind is lifted. Past is over, past is released, I am free. A lot of blessings doctor.