Tuesday, March 31, 2020

Repetitive pattern-past life


Repetitive pattern

A client came and told my wife was always good to me. Once I was sick she helped me so much. Now she don’t want to see me and she is not living with me. Why this happened to me I want to know the reason in my past life.  

Session........

I am living in a small house with my wife and daughter. It is night time. I am talking to my daughter. Next day I am going for work. I am an engineer working at a construction site. I am checking some papers. I came back to home in the evening. I am talking to my wife. Next day a man came to us. He is my relative. We all four of us are going to the city market. It is India. I have a motorcycle so we are going in a three wheeler. My wife looks upset. A car is going nearby and she is looking at the car. She is telling me to buy a car now. 

One day I was going on the motorcycle to market along with my daughter. (she is also my present life daughter and wife is also my present life wife). We met with an accident. My daughter got hurt. She got plaster on leg and stitches. My wife is very upset. My daughter is admitted. I am staying with her. When my daughter got discharged my wife came to pick us. She came in a car driving by herself. We are very quiet. Next day we argued a lot. My wife is speaking lot of things to me. It is very hurting to listen. We pushed each other. She is packing her things. She is taking daughter along.  She is taking a three wheeler. The car is not outside our home. I feel it was someone’s car. Now I am alone. I keep on going for my work. After some time my daughter contacted me. They live in some hill area. I am arranging for her hostel admission. She is very happy. I did not meet my wife because I felt very hurt in last incident. Life is going on. My daughter is growing. I meet her in her hostel. Now I have a car. I go to meet her in car. One day she told me that my wife had an accident and died.

I am taking to my daughter about her marriage. She agreed. There is very good wedding arrangement. I am alone making the arrangement. I am tired but feeling happy. Now I am old living all alone. I have my three friends who are also old. I meet them in park and walk.  One day in morning I died in my home.  My daughter and my friends came and cremated me. My life was good but me and my wife did not live together. I am in the light and getting healed.

Reorientation.....

I understand that I am repeating the same pattern in my married life. I do hope i break the pattern now. Thank you Doctor Vandana.

Sunday, March 29, 2020

PLR session to find answer in past life


PLR session to find answer in past life

A client said Dr Vandana! I want to know about my past life relationship with a person whom I love immensely in my present life.

Session.....

I am a 19 years old tribal boy. I live in a Kutcha house. The land is very dry. There is no water. There is another boy with me who is 16 year old. I am very much attracted to him. We seem to be very happy together. We hide around because we both are boys and have feelings for each other. He has much more understanding about our relationship than me. Now I am a grown up man and linked with religious activities of our tribe.

I am in some position of power. People started respecting me. It seems I will become priest later on. Time is going on. I started getting uncomfortable with our relationship. I always feel we must not be seen together. He has very strong feelings for me. My feelings are much stronger than his but my position does not permit me to express them openly. One day when he was getting intimate I pushed him aside. I also told him - you go. He was very hurt and left the tribe. I did not stop him. He is looking very sad.

Life does not make any sense after he left. I thought GOD will help me bear the pain I am feeling but my pain does not reduce. Life is going on. I am 45 years old now. I am in a temple. There is a black idol of Goddess. I think I am the chief priest now. I do not have a family. I am not happy. I am sitting and feeling very restless. I am missing my partner very badly.  I am waiting for him but the he does not show up. I just keep on waiting. I know I lost him forever due to my action. I am a coward and could not carry on with our love relationship further due to the fear of religion. I do not feel the person will come. I am sad (visibly crying).

My life became very painful. I keep remembering that guy. I kept waiting for so long. I am tired of it now. I am going to sleep. I started walking away from the village. I keep on walking thinking about him only. My body is getting fragile. I reached near a river. It is evening I am sitting near the river and died. There was lot of sadness in me. My last thought was I lost my love due to religion.

Few hunters came by. They took away my belongings and burnt me. The person is the person I love so immensely in present life. He knows about it but ignores my feelings. I am going towards the light and asking forgiveness from him. In light guidance came he will not forgive me in present life also. I have to stop trying now and need to learn to be OK with everything that is in my life.

Saturday, March 28, 2020

Why there is no love in my life?


Why there is no love in my life?

Session…….

I am a beautiful teenager. I live in a small village along with my parents and brother. My mother does not allow me to go outside because I am beautiful. One day some royal person came, married and took me along. Now I live in a palace. He loves me. King has another wife also. She does not have a child. I am learning horse riding. Somebody comes to teach me. I am also learning how to run administration. I delivered a son. King is very happy. Queen, my mother in law, loves and favours me now. King is not well. The prince is 10 years old now. Now I run the administration. People talk bad about me but I do not bother. King is getting sick day by day. He seems jealous of my confidence. Now I do not have time for him even. He feels I never loved him. His other wife spends all the time with him only. One day king cursed me that I will never get love in life. After some time he died.  King of Kalinga came along with lot of gifts and his army. He sent a message - you marry me, we will keep administrator here and when your son will grow up he will become king. Prince is only 12 years old at present. Queen and Rajpurohit told me to marry because we do not have any other option. Prince does not like it. We got married in a small ceremony. Me and prince are going to Kalinga with Kalinga king. The prince is getting good training to be a prince so I am happy now.  There is a very big Shiva temple here. I go there. I spend more time praying Lord Shiva. My son is grown up. We are going for his Rajtilk. My prince is crowned and getting married. He now stays in his state. I came back to Kalinga. I died in Kalinga. I fulfilled my duties. The curse given by my first husband came with me that is why I do not feel love in my present life. In light I am healing and purpose of my present life is to serve people. 


Thursday, March 26, 2020

An experience - Past life regression session....


An experience - Past life regression session....

I am always dissatisfied in this life. Did I ever live a contended life? I want to experience that life.

Session...

I am a nine year old boy. My mother is very beautiful. She puts a bindi on her forehead. My father is fat and tall. I go to some small school. I am now grown up and getting married. The marriage is in Rajasthani culture. I have a daughter now. I teach in village. My mother died. Life is going on. My daughter is grown up now. She wants to study. It is a very old type of train. I am taking her to a city. She found a boy there and we married her. She lives in the city only. My wife is old. I take care of her. Now she is no more.


I am in the boat. Sun is rising. I reached the river bank. There is a beautiful small village. I am going towards my hut. I am tall and thin. In night I sleep outside my hut. A young woman, my neighbour gives me food. People respect me. I roam in the village in day time. No one lives in my hut except me. I live alone but I am at peace. Sometimes I feel loneliness but I am contented. One day I died while sleeping. Villagers cremated me respectfully. My life was simple and contented.  

Wednesday, March 25, 2020

Surrogate past life regression session......


Surrogate past life regression session......

A girl volunteered past life regression session for her sister. This session was for understanding the hurdle in the marriage of her sister.

PLR Session......

There is a small house. A 15 year old girl is talking to a boy. This house is in the forest area. There is a small market. It seems very old times. It is night. She is entering the house. She lives with her mother. Her brother is beating her because she does not help them in any work. She is crying. She is my sister in present life.

Next morning, she goes to the boy again and spends time with him. They love taking to each other. The boy works in a shop in the market. This boy is my sister’s boy friend in present life. Time goes on like this. One day she left the home and went to the boy in the shop. He is very upset that she has left her home. The boy has a horse. Both of them left the village on the horse. They started living as husband-wife at a new place. This place is much smaller than her home. They live in a small room. Now boy started working somewhere. After long time her mother found out and came to meet them. They did not talk to her. Her mother is crying.  After sometime they have a kid.

Now they are grown up and kid is grown up too. One day her husband died. Now when she is alone she always thinks about her mother. She died alone thinking about her mother. She wanted to ask her mother to forgive her. Her past life mother is her boy friend’s mother in present life. She is not giving permission for their marriage.