Why am I aimless and what do I need to do?

Why am I aimless and what do I need to do?

The person came for PLR session with the question Why am I aimless/ what do I need to do?

Session....

It is morning and I am walking on a mud road. Now I am near some ocean. It is a deep colour ocean. Now I am walking on another lane and reach the courtyard of a house. This house has rooms on sides and a Tulsi plant in the middle. The doors have wood work on them. It is the house of a big family and a well off person. I am wearing a dhoti. I am almost 60 year old man. I am head of the family. This is south India. My wife is very strong. She is wearing a purple Saree in Maharastrian style. She is very wise.

I am at my work place. I am at some powerful position. There are 10-15 people sitting in front of me. I give advice and they obey it. Only men are there. The setting is as if of a court.

My one son in 30s died. He has a family. I did not let others get effected by it but my wife and me are now serious. I feel I am very contented. Things do not make me happy or sad easily. I am a hard working person. I daily sit on the banks of a river and meditate. I also do Devi puja at home.

People call ne Anna. My wife is Savitri. She is now sick. In few years she left us peacefully. I felt lost but I was prepared. My daughter in law is missing her badly. She was loving and a fair person. Now I am 75 and my other son has fallen sick.  I am preparing my family for the inevitable. I feel he should go in peace and in few months he also left. At home other family members also do not make things look like tragedy. My family is evolved now. I have a grand daughter. I call her Aradhita. She is active, has learnt different form of dances, art & culture. She is close to me. It is 1757 at this time. She is getting married in a Royal family because she is a valued person. She is eldest grandchild. She decided for a simple wedding and to feed maximum villages. The Royal family accepted her advice. I have five sons and two daughters. My surviving sons & daughters are getting important position in court with their own ability. I am happy to see.

Now I am ready to leave. It is 7 PM. I fall in veranda and died. Fire rights are given. People are respectful. My last thought was despite all this it was incomplete, still something more is to be done in my personal life journey. Travelling and gathering experiences is needed. Also I am having an understanding that in childhood, my parents engaged me to somebody. It was childhood engagement but when I met Savitri we married. The person whom I was engaged in childhood wanted to marry me. In this present life I had encountered that soul and had to negate the karma in a very traumatic experience for me.

I am going towards light and reached calmness. The guidance coming to me is that my purpose of present life is to travel and gather experiences. This life time is to complete my left out work. On way back to earth, Saturn blessed me with wisdom.

Reorientation.....

I always sit at the chair of the head of the family since my childhood. I visited another country with the feeling that I have to see and experience that life. A very traumatic event happened and I always wondered how this happened to me. Today I found the answer to it. It will help me more to get over it. Thank you so much Dr Vandana for guiding me on this wonderful journey and bringing me back safely. 

Lesson learnt live contented & happy life- past life session

Lesson learnt live contented & happy life- past life session

A young person took PLR session to understand present life.

Session......

I am standing in front of a big castle with big wooden door. I am wearing white gown. I am very thin and beautiful 20 year old girl. Now I am in my room. It is a very big room. It is day time and I am with my family. I am not much connected to them.

Now I am 21. There is a big party at home. There is a man here. I am looking towards him and he is also looking at me. We are meeting outside in garden, we are singing & enjoying. It is evening. I am very happy. After some time one day I could not find him in garden. I am afraid he has gone somewhere. I came back to my room and crying.

Now I am 25. It is my marriage. I do not feel happy. I miss that man. My husband is good looking person. Now I am in another castle. It is my husband’s home. We are sleeping in a big room. With time I have two kids. I take care of them. I do not go out of the castle. I never went to meet my parents. My life is monotonous. I lack happiness but I do not show it. It is 1595. Now I have a friend. I am almost 40. She comes. I am happy. She is a villager and a very happy person. We understand each other. I recognise her in my present life. Now I am 45 but look old. I have wrinkles. This is because I am not happy. My husband is worried but least concerned.

I am very old almost 75. Now I go outside castle. There are big mountains and a very wide strong river. I keep on watching the water flowing down the river. I want to be me only. I want to settle everything, all grudges and to be at peace with my grudges. I do not want anything.

I am on the bed. I am 80 year old surrounded by my grand children. I am at ease with my emotions. In the last 5 years I worked a lot on myself. My death came very easily. My last thought was I am happy. I am contended. My name is Marya. The lesson I learnt that I need to be contented and at peace. I am going towards light. In light masters said in this life also you need to understand yourself and learn to live happily.

Past life Case Study.....what do I need to do?

Why am I aimless and what do I need to do?

The person came for PLR session with the question Why am I aimless/ what do I need to do?

Session....

It is morning and I am walking on a mud road. Now I am near some ocean. It is a deep colour ocean. Now I am walking on another lane and reach the courtyard of a house. This house has rooms on sides and a Tulsi plant in the middle. The doors have wood work on them. It is the house of a big family and a well off person. I am wearing a dhoti. I am almost 60 year old man. I am head of the family. This is south India. My wife is very strong. She is wearing a purple Saree in Maharastrian style. She is very wise.

I am at my work place. I am at some powerful position. There are 10-15 people sitting in front of me. I give advice and they obey it. Only men are there. The setting is as if of a court.

My one son in 30s died. He has a family. I did not let others get effected by it but my wife and me are now serious. I feel I am very contented. Things do not make me happy or sad easily. I am a hard working person. I daily sit on the banks of a river and meditate. I also do Devi puja at home.

People call ne Anna. My wife is Savitri. She is now sick. In few years she left us peacefully. I felt lost but I was prepared. My daughter in law is missing her badly. She was loving and a fair person. Now I am 75 and my other son has fallen sick.  I am preparing my family for the inevitable. I feel he should go in peace and in few months he also left. At home other family members also do not make things look like tragedy. My family is evolved now. I have a grand daughter. I call her Aradhita. She is active, has learnt different form of dances, art & culture. She is close to me. It is 1757 at this time. She is getting married in a Royal family because she is a valued person. She is eldest grandchild. She decided for a simple wedding and to feed maximum villages. The Royal family accepted her advice. I have five sons and two daughters. My surviving sons & daughters are getting important position in court with their own ability. I am happy to see.

Now I am ready to leave. It is 7 PM. I fall in veranda and died. Fire rights are given. People are respectful. My last thought was despite all this it was incomplete, still something more is to be done in my personal life journey. Travelling and gathering experiences is needed. Also I am having an understanding that in childhood, my parents engaged me to somebody. It was childhood engagement but when I met Savitri we married. The person whom I was engaged in childhood wanted to marry me. In this present life I had encountered that soul and had to negate the karma in a very traumatic experience for me.

I am going towards light and reached calmness. The guidance coming to me is that my purpose of present life is to travel and gather experiences. This life time is to complete my left out work. On way back to earth, Saturn blessed me with wisdom.

Reorientation.....

I always sit at the chair of the head of the family since my childhood. I visited another country with the feeling that I have to see and experience that life. A very traumatic event happened and I always wondered how this happened to me. Today I found the answer to it. It will help me more to get over it. Thank you so much Dr Vandana for guiding me on this wonderful journey and bringing me back safely. 

Problem in expressing feelings and past life regression

Problem in expressing feelings and past life regression

A 20 year old girl came to understand why I have problem in expression of my feelings.

Session...

I am a small 5 years old boy living with my parents in a small house. My father is a farmer. He is strict but nice gentleman. I go to school. It seems recent times.  Big boys bully me in school and I cry.

Now I am 20 years old going to city for a job. I got job in a co-operative office. I met a girl in the same office. We like each other. I can recognise her in my present life. At 24 years I got married to her in village.  She had a son and left the job. I return very late and we do not talk much now. Things are not good between us. I am not able to express my emotions to her. I am 32 and we are celebrating our marriage anniversary at home. Few office friends came and we have a party. After the party is over we are discussing something and my wife is packing things. She left with my son same day. I try to stop her but she does not. I try to express my feelings but could not. I cried a lot.

I live alone. In my 30s I become the boss. I am very rude now. My life moved on all alone. I did not try to meet them. Now I am 61. This is 1947. It is Ujjain. I sit on a chair and look at kids playing outside. I miss my family. I am getting weak. At the age of 64 I died in a hospital. My last thought was my desire to see my family. There was heaviness on my heart and my body was very fragile. The lesson I learnt that I should have gone to speak, pursue and convince her. May be my ego stopped me from doing it. Some people are cremating me. Now I am in light. The masters are giving me some Guidance. They advise me to do meditation in this life.

Understanding life's journey

A past life regression therapy session to understand own life’s journey.

I am a young labourer wearing dhoti. I am with other labourers constructing palace. I am happy. Now I am having food with my wife at home. We live in a small hut. Most of the labourers live here. Now all the men are sitting outside and talking to each other. This area is near some jungle. It is night. Suddenly a man is telling that a boy and girl are running away. We all took lantern and went in search of them. I found them. All are beating them. They are crying. They killed them. I am sad I found them. We all return home and I told to my wife about it. She seems very afraid and upset. I am surprised. My wife is much younger than me.

After few months I learnt that she loves some young boy. When I go to work he comes to meet her. I am very worried, what will happen to them if others came to know of it. One day I myself decided to send them away. They are now going through forest. I am guarding them. Later on villagers learnt but cannot do anything now. I keep on working. I am very lonely & very irritable. The construction of palace is complete. Raja rewarded us. I am 35 now. A young boy comes near my hut off and on. He is also grown up now. He talks to me nicely. Life is moving on like this. The boy also left village. He returned after few years. I am 60 yrs old at this time. I am not well. He became a monk and is asking for Bhiksha. He recognised me. I felt very happy. He prayed for me. I request him to stay with me for few days. I die. He did my last rituals. 

I am going to light. I am feeling calmness. I am receiving many guidances that will help me in my coming times. I also understood my current life’s journey.

Life journey together - past life case study

Life journey together - past life case study

A 64 year old happily married person came to understand her relationship with husband in past life, when did they start their journey together and her fear of losing him.

Session.....

It is a jungle. There is an open space. The ground is sandy. There are hills also. I am 21. It is ancient times. Our features are sharp. We have curly hair and cover our body with leaves. It is very primitive time. Fire is lit with dry twigs and stones. This is a big Kabila. The young man also lives there. He expressed his love to me and we started living in a separate hut. It is the culture of Kabila. Our hut is made of straw. Now I am a grown up woman. We are cooking food together. We are sleeping on the floor.

We are tribal, going for hunting and gather wood. We came back cooked food and ate. In the evening we lit fire in the ground. Everyone is singing and dancing around the fire. This is the routine life here. We both don’t talk much but hunt together, eat together and sleep together. People consider us as their leader. We talk to everyone. We are united. In the evening after dance and song we discuss about protection of our Kabila.

After few years I delivered a girl child. The delivery was in hut. So many women were there. Even my husband was standing there. These things are so normal here. I am very happy. Now I do not go to jungle and take care of my daughter. I am very satisfied with life. Life moves on like this. We communicate more with hand signage’s.  

My daughter is grown up. She left with a young man, made their hut and live there. We are getting old. My man is old. Our daughter visits daily to do our work and give us food. Everything is cordial here. Everyone shares things. No one is worried.

One day my man died and was buried. Everybody was there. After the burial all of Kabila people danced together. Now I am alone. I am also getting very old and weak. My daughter comes and takes care of me. One day I died. My daughter is there. I am also buried. People are dancing. Life was peaceful. Everyone was happy. There was not much attachment. Even when my husband died it was natural for me. I learnt that peace is very important. The man is my present life husband and my daughter is my elder daughter with whom I am very much attached. I am going towards light. The light is very bright. I found some angel in light. I received blessings and felt the presence of my husband. The purpose of my present life is to be giver and helpful.

Reorientation.....

Dr Vandana; our journey together is very long. In that time we lived together but there was not much attachment. People were more peaceful and lived life as it was.

Fear of relationship -PLR therapy case

Fear of relationship -PLR therapy case

PLR session of a 23 three year old girl feeling Love phobia and fear of relationship.

Session…..

I am very happy young prince standing in a palace. I am riding a horse along with few other men. We are going to explore the surroundings. We stop and stay at the outskirts of a neighboring kingdom. There is a river. I am walking to the river all alone. I am looking at young girls bathing in the river. One of them is very beautiful. We both get attracted to each other. We start meeting. I have an intimate physical relation with her. I decide to go and meet the King. The King is happy. He asked me to stay. My kingdom has a very good reputation. I asked my companions to return back. I told them that I will also leave and explore ahead all alone like an ordinary person. But I stay back because I came to know that beautiful girl is Dasi of princess. King allows me to meet princess. As time passes, princess also falls in love with me.  I am handsome prince and have to be married to a princess only. I start ignoring the Dasi. I do not feel like returning back and take responsibility.

The king does not have a son. He understood that princess loves me. It facilitated extended stay. I am here for almost last 6-7 months. The Dasi is pregnant. I ignore her completely. One day the princess along with Dasi visited me. It is very late in evening and is unusual that princess came here. Princess is very sad. Dasi has told her everything. Princess left with Dasi after cursing me “You will never get love in your life”. I thought of leaving immediately but it was night and going alone was risky. I decide to leave early morning without anyone taking notice of it. I go to sleep.

In the midnight few men came. They tied me, covered my face and took me along with them. Now they are carrying me on a horseback away from the place. I feel danger. They are strong men and taking me somewhere. After long hours of ride, I am thrown on to the ground. They are attacking me badly with weapons. I am dead. They tie heavy stones to my body and throw me in river.  My body is now lying at the river bed. Nobody will find me. My parents kept on waiting for me.

Suicidal tendency and Past life regression therapy

Suicidal tendency and Past life regression therapy - An individual’s weakness linked to past life.

A 26 year old girl stuck up with her weak point and developing suicidal tendency wanting to understand the way out of her weak point and suicidal tendency opted for Past life regression.

Session…..

I am a young girl. It is Punjab of 1718. I live in a Haveli. There are lot of people in the big mango orchard in the front. There is a big wooden bed in my room. Ours is a high status and affluent family. A boy, an orphan, of my age works in our Haveli. We play together since childhood. Now, we are young and love each other a lot. He is assigned the work in horses stable but he does not go there. He wants to be near me. Other workers in the Haveli notice it and inform my parents. He is punished and his entry in Haveli has been banned. My marriage is being discussed and fixed in a high status family. I am getting married. My Doli is leaving and he is looking at me from behind a tree and crying.

My husband’s home is bigger than ours. It is a long corridor with red and white curtains. I am in a very big highly decorated room well-lit with earthen lamps.I am wearing a silk dress and lot of ornaments. I am holding a small ring box tightly in my hands. I brought poison in it from my parent’s home. It is so small that nobody noticed it. My husband enters the room. He is tall, fair and handsome. He smiles at me and I smile at him. I do not feel bad as I know I will take poison and die. I seek my husband’s permission and go to adjoining room to change clothes. I take poison. It is so strong that I die immediately. My last thought was Kassh! I could tell the boy in Haveli as to how much I loved him. I should have not feared my parents and told them of my love. We should have died together.

Reorientation….

The boy is the same boy she is in love in present life and is her weak point. In this life he is from higher status than hers. His parents are adverse to their marriage. We want to be live together but he lacks courage to take decision.