Release of block from heart chakra

Guided and Healed

WHY??

A person with whom I am in deep love but still fears expressing my love due to my insecurity in being in relationship with him. I ignored marriage proposals despite being uncomfortable in being in a relationship with him. 

I went into a beautiful cloud which took me into the time where I will find my answers.

Session....

1^st  life:

This is 18^th century England. I am 5 years old girl very beautiful having dark brown curly hair (curly hair in present life also). Someone is lying on bed (looks like my father at present) but was not very sure. It is a big house and I am sitting on a large dining table all alone and crying. It seems my mother is not alive. (may be this is the reason I am so attached to my mother in present life).

I am 21 and getting married. It is an English wedding. My husband is fair, have light coloured eyes and a long face (person who is stalking me for some time currently and which I dislike). I am wearing royal blue colour gown and my husband is carrying me in his arms. Now I am 71 sitting on a rocking chair and making a sweater. I had a heart stroke, died there on the chair. I am buried and my name Rose is written on my grave. It seems I lived a lonely life and suffered a lot of pain in heart [currently also during some anxiety I have palpitations] and that is why I had heart attack. [healing done to unblock heart chakra]

2^nd life:

I am a woman standing in a desert. It is evening time and the year is 1942. There is a hut and I go inside. There is a person lying on a cot. Now the same person is sitting on some stones and drinking tea with his friends. A lady wearing green coloured sari is standing by his side. It seems he is a labourer working on road construction site there.

I am wearing a red sari and getting married to same man I saw earlier. He is tall dark and handsome man having big eyes and moustaches. He is wearing a Tilak on his forehead and a garland made of marigold flowers around his neck. [It seems he is the same person whom I love in my present life].

I have three children, two daughters and a son. It seems my husband has left me without telling me anything and went with some other woman [same woman who was wearing green coloured sari] {visibly crying}. It seems he left because I was not beautiful, dark coloured and having some kind of face marks. I am wearing a brown coloured sari. I am around 80. I had a normal death. It is my funeral, only my son is there. In light it was beautiful and peaceful moment for my soul. I was in a petal shaped room filled with violet and pink light. Guidance came I do not have a future with the person whom I am currently attached to. Lesson learnt; all this was bound to happen but I should forget the past and move towards my future. I should not ignore myself as in spite of being beautiful in my present life I never appreciated myself.

Reorientation...

Blocking of heart chakra maybe a major block for my marriage in my present life but confident it is completely removed now.

Lesson Learnt after Past life regression therapy - Happiness lies within self.

Lesson Learnt after Past life regression therapy - Happiness lies within self.

Session…..

I a woman in my thirties, dressed in a white top, pleated skirt, a golden belt and shoes. It seems I am a woman of status. I am single and rich but feel I have nothing despite having all the wealth.   I am with a tall man in a very expensive three piece grey suit. He is smoking a pipe. He is sitting on a bench and I am lying down resting my head in his lap. I am listening and looking at him. I hope the promises he is making are true but deep inside me I know these too are empty and shallow. I had many short term relationships without expecting anything out of these relationships. I felt they were too shallow.

I am at an event.  I am wearing a long white gown, expensive jewels and carrying a fur coat. There is press and cameras are flashing. I am very comfortable with the attention. I am a famous Hollywood actress.

I am rehearsing for a live musical performance on the stage. Now it is evening. The hall is full of people. I along with a group of girls am performing a song and dance musical. I am singing and dancing both. The girls are also dancing along with me. The tall man is there at the back stage. I get injured and hurt while performing [visible pain symptoms].  I have fracture.

I return to work after my healing but they refuse me the work. A new girl has replaced me. My contract was cancelled after my injury.  I am furious and angry. I am sad too because my short term fame would fade away soon.  I met the performer who has replaced me. I mixed her drink with some substance which made her very sick.  I treated her badly. I was hurt and held her responsible for my misery. I am drinking and smoking excessively.  I am lonely and sad.

I am dead. I died of overdose of drug and alcohol. My two domestic help discovered my body. They were not shocked as they were expecting this to happen. I was always drunk and not very nice to them either. Maybe they also felt relieved. There are just 2-3 persons at my funeral. I died a very sad and lonely death. I moved above, it was not easy for me to move up. I am in the white light. I feel I have to rest here. Master soul blessed me for a very long time and wanted me to have patience [visibly cried]. I felt it was a life wasted. I was very famous and wealthy but not happy ……...I was lonely!

Reorientation……

I model in selective assignments. I participated in small pageants and have always won the crown. I never wanted to be in limelight and too much attention never excited me. I don’t remember taking compliments seriously ever. People found in me resemblance to various personalities both of the Bollywood and Hollywood .....But all this never flattered and made me happy. I inherit a sense of style and have been complimented for my unique style. I can be both at the heart of a gathering or feel extremely aloof even amongst most close ones. I turned down movie offers. I would get selected after auditions and would start praying God help me please out of it.  Almost every person I have met told me I should take modeling and acting seriously but the immediate thought would be “They can’t even imagine what a sad and lonely life that would be”.

The past life regression left a strange feeling. I was unhappy because I thought my fame will fade away soon and it resulted in self abuse. I was searching for happiness in the public applause. I never bothered to ponder over what I was doing for my own self and what did my lonely heart wanted. The measure of my achievement, success and satisfaction has been the public applause to my performances. It seems I carried it with me even in this life. I, as an actor, always performed to make sure everyone else is happy and pleased. It has been the only measure of my success. I never thought what I wanted.  Lesson learnt; “Look for happiness within, search of happiness in your surroundings end up being alone and wasted.”

Amazing! I feel so much at calm and peace today. I understand  that all problems in life will not get resolved at a click but if a person becomes compassionate, non- judgmental, stop playing victim, do not hold others responsible instead look for solutions and answers within will help remain grounded and happy.

Maggots phobia and Past life link

Maggots phobia and Past life link

A married woman in her 30s having fear of maggots since childhood came for Past life regression therapy. The sight of a maggot makes her nervous from inside and brings panic attack. She said I feel they will bore into me. I am also facing issues in my married life.

Session......

I am in an old house. I live in a small peaceful village. I am an artist. People call me John.  It is U.K. 1828. My son is grown up and gone to another city. My wife has died and I live alone. I draw paintings and my life is peaceful. I am sitting on a table and writing something. I am almost 60. I have chest pain. I am dying. I am alone.

I am observing my body. No one came till my body is infested with maggots and starts stinking. Now my son came and I am buried. (A lot of therapy work done to remove impression of maggots. Thereafter she was guided to explore the disharmony in married life).

It is medium size wooden house. I have two kids, a boy and a girl. I live in country side. There are no houses nearby. I am always busy in house work. My name is Roshina. My husband is a carpenter. We do not talk much to each other. He is having an extra marital affair with someone. I do not know who she is. He wants to live with her.  I am arguing with him. He got very angry. My kids are playing outside the home. He is hitting me with a wooden log. I am crying for help. In rage he poured kerosene on me and burnt me alive. I am in my 30s. I died. My last thought was immense pain and burning sensation. It was a very lonely life. I learnt that never depend so much on any one. 

Guided to light she received healing and guidance.

Curiosity to understand more about married life.

Curiosity to understand more about married life.

A person curious to understand more about married life came for Past life regression.

Session.....

I am a small girl playing in a palace. I am princess. Now I am a teenager riding horse. There is a young man in my father’s army. We meet each other and developed physical intimacy. One day someone told my father. We are riding a horse and running away. We keep on running and reach a small wooden hut in the mountains. This is his home. We live here now. We sleep on the floor. This place is very beautiful and has very few homes around. I am pregnant. My father’s soldiers found us and one they came, took him out and killed him. I am left alone. I gave birth to my son with the help of village ladies. No one from my family came to me.

I have a basket on my back and work in tea garden along with other women. My son is growing. He left to work at some other place when grown up. He got married. Now I have a daughter in law and grandson.

Now I am very old and in my 70s. My whole life is spent in sadness. I died at home. It was a very lonely life. I died at home. It is India of 1907. I felt one must have a company to live with in life. My son is cremating me. The soldier is my present life husband. The son is my elder son and grandson is my younger son at present.

In light I am receiving guidance and blessings.

Reorientation....

Doctor Vandana; We met very young in present life also. Ours is a love arranged marriage. Initially my father was against it. I feel, in case something happens, I will not go to my parent’s home.  My childhood was very good but lot of responsibility came on me after my marriage. I always feel some connection with my elder son and am very attached to him. In this life also there is a vacuum in my married life although we both are very dedicated to each other. I have a feeling things will improve after this session.  

Case study - Sufferings and past life link

Case study - Sufferings and past life link

Why so much physical and emotional sufferings-----Answer lies in past life regression.

PLR Session…..

1^st Life

It is noon. I am 40 and sitting under Peepal tree in my Kuldevi Mata Shri Naina Devi  temple. I walk down the stairs to a black gate. I try to open it but get terribly afraid of falling in to the deep valley below. I am holding the gate with my full strength and crying.  I cross the gate somehow and reach the bus stand. I take a bus to my home [also my home in current life]. My mother is standing in the court yard and advises me to go inside and sleep.

I am 20 year boy standing on the bank of a river. I get into a wooden boat and start rowing like a novice. I am heading towards my destination and suddenly see the shadow of mountain in water. It suddenly got dark and I cry in fear. I somehow get off the boat but slip in to the water. I climb up the mountain holding on to the shrubs one after the other on the way and reach at the top. There is a small temple. My dead body is lying on the pyre. Many unknown people are standing and preparing for my cremation. I can recognize Aniket { my younger son in current life}  standing with tear filled eyes. I recognize no one else. I came to know that I had actually drowned and my floating body [wearing pant and shirt] was taken out by the villagers. I go up in the sky after the pyre catches fire. It is probably 1900. My last thought was that of fear, darkness, slipping into deep water, drowning and suffocating to death. Guru ji (Gurudev Ram Lal Siyag from Jodhpur) appears as a bright light. I plead with him to tell me why I suffer so much both physically and emotionally. He replies, “KARMA”. He advises me to do good with everyone.

2^nd Life

I am 20 plus Prince and married.  I am in some unknown part of the world with probably English culture. I am inside my palace dressed like a warrior. I am strongly built man of exceptionally good height. I am surrounded by statues of warriors. A spiral staircase leads to the first floor. I start crying hoarse after listening some commotion amongst the ladies upstairs. Someone is crying. I cannot go upstairs as it is reserved for ladies. My wife is shouting at me. I ask her not to do so but she continues to shout. I am scared of her. [subject has severe headache and pain in neck].

I lead my soldiers in to the battle field and fight bravely. Suddenly the enemy soldiers surround my chariot.  I am alone as my soldiers are not there. I am hit with a sword on the left side of my neck. They hit me on left arm also. My right foot is bleeding. I am stabbed and I fall down. I can see my wife laughing at my condition.

I am taken to the palace and kept me face down at the same place from where I had left for battle. I am dead. My wife is expressing her happiness at my death. I can recognize her. She is my wife in current life. All the ladies climb down the stairs. My wife turns me straight up and sobs. I am laughing as I am leaving that place, going up in the sky. My dead body is taken for burial. Life was not good; just fights both inside and outside the palace.

I am white light and moving up fast in the sky. I am laughing. Suddenly a star comes and enters my body. I enjoy the sensation. I am happy and feel free. I forgive my wife and the enemy soldiers who killed me. I I leave behind all my physical and emotional pains. I merge into light.