Emotional vulnerability - why?

Emotional vulnerability - why?

A 26 year old dentist, whose childhood witnessed disharmony between her parents, finds answer to her whys..

1. repeated break ups.

2. people use her trust in them.

3.  her brothers always got preference over her.

Session…….

There is a cluster of small houses in desert. It seems some Arabian country. I am a girl, 21 years, wearing a dress fully covered from top to bottom. I love someone…….!

It is night and went to meet him with a lantern in hand. I am speaking to this person whom I love. My name is Ilaya…….! My father is beating me. My parents are poor. They fight a lot. The person whom I love has gone away. My father sold me to the Head of the Kasbah. I am his slave now. My duty is to give water. I kept waiting for the person whom I loved but he never returned. I don’t eat much. It is evening. I am vomiting and dying. There is none to give me water. I am only 28 years. Someone buried me. He is the person I loved. My family didn’t come. Lesson Learnt: Love with purity and commitment.

In white light, it is divine and peaceful. I am dancing with my soul mate light. I recognized him. He promised to be with me in next life. He is taking me to the master light. Guidance by the Master Light; Have faith. Good times in the future.

2^nd Past Life:

It is a European Country in the year 1500. I am a princess (long description of culture and dresses ….). I have guards protecting me but one of them is always near me. We both love each other but we can’t marry as he is a guard. I feel very weak and vulnerable in his absence. I am having severe pain in both my shoulders and arms (visibly crying in intense pain). He is holding my shoulders forcibly and telling me to go away with him. I cannot as my duty is important to me. I devoted my life for the good of people. I died in old age. A lot of people are paying respectful tribute at my funeral. He is there and very sad. He devoted his life for my work.

Re-Orientation:

1) 1^st life covered carry-over of emotional vulnerability.

2) She often had severe complain of pain in both the arms. Now she knows why the pain was there and seems to be totally released.

Curiosity about reincarnation

Curiosity about reincarnation

A man of 38 yrs. of age with curiosity of reincarnation came for Past life regression.

Session…..

I am a 25 yrs bald monk wearing orange brown clothes. I am standing and a lot of people are sitting. Gautam Budha is teaching.

It is night. I am sitting on a cot in a hut. Next day I am going to bazaar for Bhiksha. I am walking on a kutcha path with my eyes lowered towards ground. I walk to everywhere. Now I reached at some other place. Everyone is dressed like me. We all are very quiet and peaceful.

Now I am going somewhere. I am walking for almost last one year. I am sitting under a tree watching the rising sun. I start walking again after few hours. I hold a walking stick.

I feel I am 30 yrs. I entered a village and went to a shop for Bhiksha. The shopkeeper gave me rice but I told him I can’t cook it. He gave me jaggery instead. I continue with my journey. It is day time I am sitting near a river eating jaggery and listening to the sound of flowing river. I like the sound. I meditated. It is night I am sleeping under  a tree on the bank of river. Next morning few villagers came and offered me food. I stayed there for sometime.

I want to go to Sarnaath. I continue with my journey. After few years I died. My body is cremated in fire by some people. I was at peace at the time of death. In light the message came improve your meditation.       

Phobia and past life link

Phobia and past life link.

A 39 year old man came for PLR session to know the reasons for his fear of break in. He said, since childhood I have the fear that somebody will enter inside at night from window/door if I am alone and harm me.

Session....

It is very big house and two men are standing outside. This house belongs to a very rich person. They are not good persons. There is a room. I am a kid of 6 years. It is night time. I am sleeping alone. Those men entered from the window. Their faces are covered. They have small size axe in their hands. The window is open. It is a very big window. They have entered through this window. They are standing near my bed. Everything is very peaceful in room. One man is hitting me with axe in my heart (started crying visibly). There is too much pain. I am dying. I am dead. My present body is feeling pain in chest and back. They return back by the window. After some hours my mother entered my room. She is shouting for help after seeing me. She is crying. I am wearing a beautiful necklace. My father is very rich. Now they are burying me. I wonder why people killed me.

As a therapist, I advised to access this information ---I see myself standing with my father during the day. My uncle also has a son. It seems he wanted his son to inherit everything. It seems my father’s men found the killers and they told that my uncle is the one who sent them.

I am feeling lot of heaviness of emotions. My last thought was that they killed me while I was sleeping. Guided towards the light, in light he said it feels as if my soul is getting purified. I feel the presence of my departed parents. It seems they are taking away all my fears.

Reorientation.....

Doctor, I am feeling light. I feel now I will sleep peacefully at night. Thank you. During Telephonic conversation after few weeks he said my sleep is good after session. The thought “somebody will break in” is not disturbing me.   

Exploring past life

Exploring past life

A young woman came for PLR session to explore some issues.

Session...

I am a young boy. My father is drunk all the time and beats my mother. My father is very foul mouthed person. I do not speak much so that not to hurt others. Now I am a young man riding a horse. A young pretty girl in the field looks at me and smiled. I bow my head and pass by. I liked her beautiful eyes. Now I use to go that way. She owns bigger Farm and home than ours. 

It feels we are getting married in Church. My mom is happy. My father is completely drunk. We are very happy. We all live happily in my home. My father passed away.

Lot of activity is happening in home. I am afraid. It is delivery time. It is raining and is very cold. My mother came and told it is a dead baby girl. I am upset. I console my mother and wife. They are crying. I took the dead baby out and buried her. It is quite cold outside. I am crying desperately all alone. After this incident I become more quieter. It feels I want my girl child back. It seems I am not happy from inside. I do not want to live in this house. Here my father used to beat my mother and my child died.  After some time my wife gave birth to a son. She is very happy but I feel OK. Now my expressions never change. My wife does everything at home and I keep sitting on the chair or bed with a pipe in my mouth. Now my wife and son sleep in another room. It is European country. In day time I ride my horse and go in the village to meet my friends.

Today my wife is very upset. My house is very old now and needs repair. She is crying and said you do not care for us. I do not even talk to her. I remain absorbed in self now. She wanted some answers but I went to my room.

There is some celebration in the village. I took my wife and son who is now a tall teenager. My wife is very happy and smiling. It is a fair and she is enjoying every bit of it. She is looking very beautiful in a long dress. Even I am smiling today. We all come back home happily. My son said I am grown up now so I will sleep alone. My wife came to my room and slept. I am sitting on the chair watching her sleeping peacefully with a smile on her face. I wanted to say I love you but I cannot. Suddenly my focus is shifting to a small gun in the almirah. I have not used it in awhile. My mind is stuck to the gun. Suddenly I get up and took it in my hand and thought that I am a failure. I shot myself in head. It is early morning time. My wife got up. She is shocked. She took it on her. She thought she slept here that is why I shot myself. She is screaming. My son comes and runs outside calling people for help. Few people gather and are very surprised. They all saw me so happy last night. My age is less than 50. People are burying me. My wife is looking helpless. My last thought was I wanted her to be always happy. The lesson I learnt that we have no right to take our own life whatever may be the situation. In light the masters guided. Guidance came that you need to balance your karma. Lot of other messages came about what is the purpose of this life.

Reorientation.....

She said I had a craving for a girl child even before my marriage. My brother is my past life son and I treat him as a son. Even before my marriage I was without any reason very afraid of domestic violence. In my present life also I cannot handle emotions well. Doctor you will be surprised since childhood whenever there is rain I start to shiver. My wife is my present life husband. My father is my past life mother. In my life I am highly attached to my father. I am married for a year and a thought comes I have to be fit, healthy and fine for the child birth. I will always remember this session which gave me so much insight about myself.

Past life regression therapy for Claustrophobia – Case study

Past life regression therapy for Claustrophobia – Case study.

A 25 year old person came for past life regression therapy with the complain of claustrophobia. The person feels he/she is struggling with this fear since childhood.

Session…. I am a beautiful girl with golden hair. I am the only child of my parents. They are rich and own a big estate. Many people work in our estate. I am 19 year and riding a horse all alone. I reach a forest located a little far from our estate. I stop my horse as I feel someone is following me from behind. I look back and see a couple who work in our estate riding behind me. I step down the horse as I think my parents have sent them after me. They step down and suddenly the man masked my face with a cloth. The woman tied my hands. Now they tie me on the back of the horse and the man rides it. I shout leave me! leave me!

The woman is riding my horse. They reach an isolated place after sometime. There is pin drop silence around. I am in a very small closed dark room. The woman untied my hands and removed the mask. The woman is very fat and ugly. The room has an earthen floor. It has no window but a small ventilator near the roof. The woman tells me that I will be released after my parents will give them lot of money and jewels. They locked the room from outside and left.

I do not hear any sound. There is frightening silence. I am very afraid. It is such a small closed place that I feel suffocated. The plate of food is slipped inside through the narrow gap at the base of the door. There is not much light so I cannot see what it is. It is tasteless staple food and very difficult to eat.

They come after a very long time, open the door and enter the room. The man stands at the door. The woman shouts at me, beats me and rubs soil on my face. It seems they are not able to get money from my parents. Her behavior is getting horrible as time passes. I am getting weak day by day. I have not seen sun, felt air for a long time. I do not know how many days, months and years have passed. I do not have any orientation of time. I am skin thin but alive.

It feels they came after a very long time. Woman is very angry and scratches my face and lips with her hands. Suddenly I felt too much anger and bit her hand. She holds me by my hair and smashes my head on the wall. I am dead. My last thought was that if only I could have breathed in fresh air. This was some European country.

Reorientation….. The person said the impression of the life lived in a very small closed room is with me from very early age. Any place which is closed, e.g, picture halls, lifts, even the small washrooms suffocate me and make me panic. I feel that reliving my traumatic life helped me release those memories of the past because now I feel that an unknown burden and fear from mind is lifted. Past is over, past is released, I am free. A lot of blessings doctor.

A Past life regression session

A Past life Regression session

A highly qualified person of 42 yrs., having degrees of BE, MBA, M.Phil, Astrology came to get answers to his questions. He said I am here to explore. I feel unexplained sadness, unknown phobia. I am never happy and always lonely since childhood. I have no ambition.

SESSION……..

It is night, I am in the market. Many people are walking through the market. I am a man of 35 years. Many warriors wearing Egyptian clothes are also there. They do not look at me. They avoid eye contact with me. I am wearing Greek clothes.

Now I am climbing stairs in a palace. There are few people. I am in a room. It’s simple with big bed. I look in the mirror. I am very strong man. I am alone. The people in the palace are relaxing by the fire. It seems I don’t mingle with people. My office is like dungeon. I work hard 24X7. I don’t feel anything. I think I work for the King.

I have never been with the King. King doesn’t live here. I think, I rule on behalf of the king but I am not sure. People are controlled with iron hands. People are not happy. Nothing ever happens here. Life is always same.

Now I leave the palace on king’s order. I am being taken on a boat. I reach an island; there are few people there. They don’t talk to me. I am sitting on a rock like a statue. I am very sad. I want to talk to people. I have grown up beard. I don’t have anything to do.  I just sit on the rock and stare at sea. There is no home, no work, whole day I sit on the rock. I am jailed. Earlier also I was in jail, the palace was the jail.

I moved the subject back ward to his childhood……

I and my brother, Greek prince, are practicing sword fight. I am of 15 years with golden hair, good looking, physically very strong. I think my brother is also of my age. My father likes me more than my brother. I have the same built as that of my father. My brother is not like us. It seems my father was aged at the time of our birth. My father expired when we were young. There is no role of mother in our life. My brother is brainy and tricky person. My name is Altieb. In my youth my brother tricked me into war. I always go to war and win. I am winning and capturing more land for my brother. My brother is the King. His name is Alitwas.  Now he sent me to the palace which is a prison for me.

I brought the subject back to the island. ….

I started training people on the island. One day during that armed training one guard hit my right arm with spear (subject started pressing his right arm). I am rolling down. The guards are hitting me with spears, tie my hands behind, drag me and lay me upside down on big stone. It seems a Roman stabbed me. Query –was he my brother? I am badly wounded. I bled whole night. My last thought was that they will kill me. They carried me to a big jungle so that no one can find my body. Now I understand my brother used me for gain and then killed me. I can see white light now.  On asking how was life --the answer is Sad.

LESSON LEARNT….

I could have said no to my brother and should have not killed people in war. I could have lived a simple life somewhere. I was physically strong and could have stood for myself.

When I asked subject to forgive his brother, he said it was my choice. He tricked me because I had Ego of my physical strength. He exploited and manipulated my ego. In that time physical strength was worshiped. I was big and strong and when young I had an inflated ego.

In LBL, master light came, guided him, gave him books. In Universe he visited a planet between Jupiter and Saturn. It was a small grey planet, small machine like creatures working constantly. When he went near them they gave him petroleum. I brought him back to present.

REORIENTATION…..…

1. Sometimes I have severe pain on right upper arm.

2. I have one brother in this life also. We don’t stand each other since childhood.

3. It is very important for me that people talk to me, I feel belonged, to meet people in my work place.  If I do not feel belonged I don’t go for work place.

4. In my past life at the time when I was a prisoner in palace, I used to think I have lot of work and responsibility so I used to do lot of mental work and there was no result. In the present life also I do mental work more but achieve less.

5. I was very brave till class Eight.

6. In this life I read everything / all subjects. At my soul level I used my brain for learning a lot

He was very satisfied with past life experience and told -- Doctor, I will come again for another past life regression session.

Past life case study

A 27 yrs. old woman married for last seven yrs. having two kids came to know why I have so much responsibility at such a young age? I faced hormonal disorder. I feel insecure of my all relations.

Session……..

I am very young. My father is slapping me. I am very sad. No one likes me. Now I am 20 yrs. and working in someone’s farm. I am happy because here people like me. There is a boy and we talk to each other. Now I am 24 yrs. I am in cow shed with that boy. He wants to be close to me and suddenly started hitting me on head. He went out. I am a transgender. He did not like it. I am feeling very sad. I went back to my home. My father is also beating me. Everyone hates me except my grandmother. I don’t go for work.

I am going outside my home. 7 - 8 ladies started spitting on me. I start running and jumped into the river running near my village to get away from them.

My life was very hard. I was incomplete. This was Rajasthan 1884. The boy is my present life husband. The leader of the women who were spitting on me is my present life mother in-law.

In light, the Master light gave some guidance and blessings for present life. I promised to the Masters that I will live this life.   

Reorientation…..

I face humiliation by my in-laws in this life. I have had hormonal imbalances and took lot of treatment for it. I am very much insecure of my husband. He has never stood by me wherever I faced humiliation at the hands of my in-laws. In this life also I feel lonely and sad. My mother in-law always tells me you are good for nothing. I hope I break this repeated pattern of mine which I carried in this life. Hopefully my life will be more peaceful now.