Why do I feel something will go wrong?

Past life regression session of a young girl in her 20s.

I am a young man 10 yrs old with my three friends in a jungle. We bunked college and enjoying.  It is afternoon. I reached home late. My father is angry and slapped me. We are rich and many servants are there in our big. It is India in British time. I am 21. My father wants me to be like British people but I hate them.

An important Indian visited our home. I asked him something. He told me I should do what I like. I feel he does not like my father.

It seems people are against Britishers. Someone beat a Britisher in our area. Now they are catching everyone and beating them. One of them is hitting an old man. I stop him but he pushes me back. I pushed him back hard. He fell and died. I am very afraid. I went home and told my father. I am crying.

Next day I meet my friend in an isolated room. They told I should go and join revolutionaries. In night I met my mother and silently left home. I took train with my friend and reached some city. I am a part of a big group now. They are talking about carrying out some blast. I miss my mother. I love peace. At home I used to paint. I miss my painting work.

The plan for the blast is executed today. It was successful. I am 25 now. So much fighting is going on. I am crying. I feel one of us is with Britishers as I see he is talking to some Britisher and pointing towards me. I started running and a bullet hit me in the back. I am falling and died slowly. My last thought was Alas! I would not have left home, had my father understood me. I would have lived. In light Guardian angels gave some messages.

Reorientation….

Doctor when I was very young I used to cry a lot in my drawing class. In this life I feel that I am alone. There is deep feeling inside me that I did something for my country at some point of time. From childhood I feel my father’s pressure as if I am not good enough. Sometimes I feel as if something will go wrong.

A doctor in his 30s, in single session, regressed three lives and received lots of guidance in light. I will write each life separately.

Session…..

I am 25 and standing outside my home. My family comprising of mother, wife and son are inside the home. My wife is very beautiful. It is Punjabi culture. I wear turban. I am a farmer. It is India.

Everyone is afraid. I am also tense. It is partition time. A lot of rioting is taking place. I do not know what to do in this situation. One day a big noisy crowd is entering our area. I went out. They all belong to other community. They came killed me, my whole family and destroyed everything. I feel I am leaving my body.  This area is Lahore in Pakistan. My life was so good. My wife was very loving. I learnt lesson that times/life does not remain same as always. I recognized my wife and son in my present life. In light, presence of Sikh GURUs gave me love and blessings. This kind of love cannot be expressed in words. Now they are telling me do not take revenge go home.

Reorientation….

Doctor I belong to other state. In my childhood whenever I felt sad I visited the Gurdwara. There I used to feel like crying and Love for Guru and be at peace. In home sometimes I take picture of Baba Nanak Ji in my hand and feel I should sleep in his lap. When I grew up, I came to Delhi in 2012. I had a fear. I used to feel someone will slit my neck. I visited Sisganj Gurdwara, received love and peace there.  I felt why I am not a Sikh in present life?. I received love and peace there.

Why I have to face loneliness?

Session……

Ist life

I am in a home. It is morning. An old man is sitting on a chair with tea along with me. There is none else in the home. Now I am near a horse outside home. My friend came.  We are sitting happily, drinking beer and laughing.

I am going to my work place. I am in my 20s. It is a factory. My friend also works here. Our boss is very dominating. We do not want to work here.

After a year the old man did not get up. I am not sad. He is my present life grandfather. Now I do not work and am very happy. I watch sunset every day. It seems to be an area populated with cowboys. I got married within a year. We have fruit garden and now I make wine at home. I have athletic body and am very fit. I have a son now and very happy. My work is growing. We are a happy family.

My son is almost 10 now and not well. It is night time. He is vomiting blood. He died. We are very sad. My work is growing but now I do not work as before. I sit on the old man’s chair and watch the roof.

I am in factory. I am in my 50s. The workers started running towards my home. My wife hanged herself. She could not survive. We buried her.

I do not go to work now. I am getting old sitting on the chair. Now no one comes to meet me. Work is closed. There is no food and I keep on drinking. I died in the night watching stars through the window. I died peacefully. I was remembering about my childhood. We were five children. I was the youngest. The elder three went away when grown up. One night a thief came to our home and killed my mother, brother and hit my father. After that my father could not walk. I wound up everything and came to this place along with my father. I was 20 years old at that time. I felt lonely since that time till my end.

2^nd life

I am going to college. It is recent times. I am 18 yr old boy, a good student. All type of students study here. Now I am in the home with my parents. We are praying. We are Christians. We are a happy family.

It is convocation time. My parents are here. We are happy. I got a job in other country. My father is sad. I packed my things. My room is now empty. One of my friends is also going along with me. It is early 19^th century. I work in a office. I developed friendship with one colleague. We spend good time together after office. After a year I talked to her regarding marriage. She refused and we separated.  I also left the job in that office. I started drinking. I could not find another job. I even asked my parents to send me money. Then one day I decided to go back home. I am happy at home. I started a NGO for children. Now I am in 40s. I did not marry but we are happy. My father died of heart attack and my mother went into depression. One day she took sleeping pills and died. Now I am all alone at home from morning till evening. I am busy with children. It seems my health is not good. I have asthma now. It is afternoon. I suddenly felt breathless. I came out of my room and fell. I died. I am 55. Children and staff are crying. They buried me with respect. My last thought was Alas!  I should have had my own family. In light felt at peace.

Reorientation…

Few days after session, subject telephonically intimated that my matrimonial alliance activity has now picked up pace.

Why I need to find love?  Why I cannot find love in this life?

Session…..

There is a home. I am alone sleeping on a bed. I am wearing 18^th century dress, a white skirt. There is fire place and bed is comfortable. There is a rug next to my bed. I see a servant girl sleeping there.

It is morning. I am having breakfast with my son. He is going to for some work. I am preparing for a dinner party. The home is big and ancient. There is lot of wine roasted meat and vegetables. It is some cold country. I am very happy as my husband is also here. He works at some other place. He brought me flowers. He visits us on holidays. After party we went to the room. He talks a lot. We are happy.

Next day, he is leaving. I am depressed. I feel very alone. My husband says he will work for few years more. I started feeling things will not change. I told him not to go but he said that this was your idea. We decided that I will go and work and you will stay back as staying in big city is expensive for us. My name is Catherine.

I am sitting all alone.  My son went for the work. Today I am very depressed and thinking about my life. I am from a rich family. My husband came to our home for house hold work. He was simple and good. I liked him and wanted to marry him. My mother did not approve of our marriage but when I forced she agreed. I was 18 and it was simple church marriage. Later on my mother always blamed herself for saying yes to my marriage. My husband loves me but I am very unhappy due to present circumstances. Today I am alone in this home. It is afternoon. No one is there. I took a knife and cut my wrist. I am in my late 30s. My life was comfortable but empty. I was sad to leave my son behind and not able to change circumstances. My last thought was that my life and death both are pointless. Before going to light the lesson I learnt that do not focus on what is not there but focus on what you have. I am feeling that my husband is sad and angry with me at the time of my burial. The son is my present life daughter. Now I also have a feel that I did not value the love. I should have valued my husband’s love for me. I lacked the patience. Now I am in light I feel tremendous peace.

Why is it like this ???

Why is it like this????

A teenage girl, shy, afraid of expressing herself having unexplained body pain, fatigue, sleeplessness issue and scary dreams came for past life regression session.

Session......

I am 3 yrs old wearing a pretty pink dress. It is my room full of toys, games, cars, and all. I am very shy girl always afraid of talking to anyone. Here is my mother very loving and caring but my father never understood me and my feelings.

I am in a school. I am very afraid to answer teacher as I think my answer would be wrong. Now I am in a college. Here no one cares about what you say whether right or wrong you just speak. I am totally changed, all my shyness, cowardice has gone. I have completed my studies.

I am offered a job abroad but my father and elder brother are not agreeing to this proposal. But my mother told that I also have the same right to work as my brother has, so I and my mother decide to go abroad.

We both are abroad and working. We came back after one year. My brother got married. The whole environment of our home has changed after the arrival of his wife. Now everyone understands the importance of one another.

My friend of my father has brought marriage proposal for me after two years of my brother’s marriage. I got married. It is an arranged marriage held with all the South Indian rituals. I am very happy with my parent’s decision. My in-laws love me a lot. I and my husband have a very good bonding but sometimes we both fight due to our working hours and stress.

After 2 years we have baby boy. Everything has changed. He is the cutest child of the world. Everyone loves him a lot. My bonding with my husband is getting more loving slowly and slowly because of our child.

I am returning back from work place and meet with an accident with a truck. It is the disastrous moment of my life. I have fractures all over. My lower body is damaged. Doctors refuse further treatment after sometime. I cannot stand ever again. My husband stays whole day with me taking care of me all the time.  My son loves me a lot. It makes me cry and feel that what I always wanted in my childhood, the love of my parents & brother, I am getting now.

The last days of my life, lying in the bed, are the most happening days. Both the families are together, all sitting next to me. My mother is entering the room. I want to talk to her but all of a sudden I lost my breath. I am no more. I wanted to thank my mom for her love and whatever she had done for me. The last moments of my life were my happiest moments, but I got the happiness at cost of my severe illness. When I, left the body, my body was still painful. In light, I felt calm and healed. It was an amazing experience.

Physical & Emotional trauma -- past life link

Physical and emotional trauma-----Answer lies in past life regression.

PLR Session…..

1^st Life

It is noon. I am 40 and sitting under Peepal tree in my Kuldevi Mata Shri Naina Devi  temple. I walk down the stairs to a black gate. I try to open it but get terribly afraid of falling in to the deep valley below. I am holding the gate with my full strength and crying.  I cross the gate somehow and reach the bus stand. I take a bus to my home [also my home in current life]. My mother is standing in the court yard and advises me to go inside and sleep.

I am 20 year boy standing on the bank of a river. I get into a wooden boat and start rowing like a novice. I am heading towards my destination and suddenly see the shadow of mountain in water. It suddenly got dark and I cry in fear. I somehow get off the boat but slip in to the water. I climb up the mountain holding on to the shrubs one after the other on the way and reach at the top. There is a small temple. My dead body is lying on the pyre. Many unknown people are standing and preparing for my cremation. I can recognize Aniket { my younger son in current life}  standing with tear filled eyes. I recognize no one else. I came to know that I had actually drowned and my floating body [wearing pant and shirt] was taken out by the villagers. I go up in the sky after the pyre catches fire. It is probably 1900. My last thought was that of fear, darkness, slipping into deep water, drowning and suffocating to death. Guru ji (Gurudev Ram Lal Siyag from Jodhpur) appears as a bright light. I plead with him to tell me why I suffer so much both physically and emotionally. He replies, “KARMA”. He advises me to do good with everyone.

2^nd Life

I am 20 plus Prince and married.  I am in some unknown part of the world with probably English culture. I am inside my palace dressed like a warrior. I am strongly built man of exceptionally good height. I am surrounded by statues of warriors. A spiral staircase leads to the first floor. I start crying hoarse after listening some commotion amongst the ladies upstairs. Someone is crying. I cannot go upstairs as it is reserved for ladies. My wife is shouting at me. I ask her not to do so but she continues to shout. I am scared of her. [subject has severe headache and pain in neck].

I lead my soldiers in to the battle field and fight bravely. Suddenly the enemy soldiers surround my chariot.  I am alone as my soldiers are not there. I am hit with a sword on the left side of my neck. They hit me on left arm also. My right foot is bleeding. I am stabbed and I fall down. I can see my wife laughing at my condition.

I am taken to the palace and kept me face down at the same place from where I had left for battle. I am dead. My wife is expressing her happiness at my death. I can recognize her. She is my wife in current life. All the ladies climb down the stairs. My wife turns me straight up and sobs. I am laughing as I am leaving that place, going up in the sky. My dead body is taken for burial. Life was not good; just fights both inside and outside the palace.

I am white light and moving up fast in the sky. I am laughing. Suddenly a star comes and enters my body. I enjoy the sensation. I am happy and feel free. I forgive my wife and the enemy soldiers who killed me. I I leave behind all my physical and emotional pains. I merge into light.

Detachment and past life link

Detachment and past life link

I am in my teens watching a family, an elderly couple, a man and two boys, having dinner somewhere in Rajasthan. I could feel being a member of the family but not a part of them.

I am supposed to be sleep on a rug on the kitchen floor but i see myself lying on a bed in a room that belongs to the man of the house. I am in relation with him and we are to get married. I am very happy that i would soon be the woman of the house.

Next I realized that i was pregnant. I could not see anything for a while. I was taken for delivery. I watched myself hitting the stomach till i lost the baby. I killed my baby. [visibly started rubbing rigorously right side of stomach].  I started crying as I did not deliver. I was told i could not have a baby. He had lied to me, he would never marry me.

I see myself running away from that place.  I am carrying all my belongings wrapped in a piece of cloth held under my left arm.

I am cleaning the place. Some women, like me, come, talk to British woman, sit down on the floor in the room and study. I used to finish work and stand outside the room trying to see what they do.  The English woman eventually allowed me to sit with those women and i also started to study.

I am wearing a nice Sari and teaching poor women. I do not try to lower my look any more. I do not avoid men any more, meet and talk to them. I do not look unkept and ugly any more. They respected me. I could connect the respect with teaching. I was overjoyed. (my looks do  matter to me a lot and of course in this life too).

I am 35 and run a school for Kids. I stay in a house within the school premises. I always wear a Sari and tie my hair in a bun. There was no man in my life. Around the age of 38, i met a man who was very well dressed and wore a hat. I felt attracted to him but something inside me told to stay away. We met at a function at the school. We met again after few months but i decided to stop meeting him. It was not good for me though i knew i was attracted to him more than he was to me.

I see myself travelling to England. I went to meet the English lady and thank her. [She is my mother in current life].  She was very old yet graceful. She was very happy to see me grow as a person. I thanked her. It was very fulfilling to meet her again and share my story. A young English woman came back along with me.  I enjoyed her teaching style and it made our school different from others. I had to learn so much from her.

I see myself at a place. There were only women wearing white clothes. There was a teacher who would teach them yoga. The centre was in a place in the hills. It said Yoga but we never did yoga. We used to do meditations. I am 60. I am reading about the soul and trying to purify my soul. I also teach the meditation technique to other women in that centre. The name of centre is Raj Yoga. I was wondering that we all are women here and why would the name of our centre be Raj Yoga.[there is a Raj Yoga centre for women in Rajasthan which is for Brahma Kumaris]

I am 65 and have given the charge of the school to the English young lady. I would only supervise. I started preparing to go through long meditations, reading, searching about Soul and purifying my soul.

It is early morning. I woke up and had a bath, wore pure white new clothes. I died peacefully. I moved up very fast and reached a place of absolute calmness. Master light blessed me and I was filled with peace, calmness and joy. I was called Urma....It was 18^th century.

How to describe this life and I would say : LEARNING.

#Cause and Effect # Karmic link

#Cause and Effect #Karmic Link

Why do I have a daughter with autism/ Asperger ? Why do I have a difficult relationship with husband? What is the purpose of my life? A 42 year woman, with these queries, came to understand the reasons of her extreme sufferings.

Session…..

It is a beautiful small English house surrounded by trees. My parents along with 4-5 kids are sitting in a room and talking. I am a girl wearing frock.

I am a young woman in a Church. It is my wedding. The groom has come along with a six year old boy, his son. I came to a big house with lot of wooden work after marriage. My husband is a very important person, always busy, not bothered about me.

Lots of people have gathered here for a party. The boy calls me mom. It is his birthday celebrations. I am attending to every guest. My husband is not present.

Mine is very lonely life, just taking care of the boy and home. Now I am holding a small girl child in my hands. The boy is of 1o years now, very happy, jumping around. I am feeling little happy but I do not like the boy. He hurts my daughter. I want to protect her. I want him to go away (started crying).

My daughter is grown up now but it seems I am around her all the time as something is wrong with her. I always worry about her. It seems she has the similar type of disorder—Autism/Asperger. I teach her to play piano. Boy is not at home. Three of us, my husband, daughter and me are here. I did not allow him to live with us. He is growing up at some other place.

I am pregnant again. I am 40 now. I have lot of health problems and severe breathing difficulty. My husband and daughter are present near me. I think I am at full term. I am sinking, feeling numb, feel no pain anywhere. I am no more. There is lot of sadness that I did not give birth to child. My last thought was about my daughter and that I should have loved the boy. I am buried, it is 1859. My name is Mary. 

Guided to light, the master light came, when she asked what is the purpose of my present life? The answer came - love everybody, selfless love. In that life you did not love the boy so in this life you have to learn unconditional love. The husband and daughter are my current life husband and daughter also, more difficult to live with.

As a past life regression therapist again I witnessed karmic link affecting present life so much, We must sow all the seeds in our life with love.

Cell memory link to past life

Cell memory link to past life 

A 16 year old girl said Doctor I wish to know the reason for severe pain in my shoulder, back and sometimes in stomach. I was perfectly fine till the age of 8 years. We went on a holiday and stayed in an open forest area. In day time I was standing outside and felt something hit my shoulder at the back. I turned around and there was no one. It felt I was hit with some metallic thing. After that this pain started coming off and on. As I am growing the intensity of pain is increasing. I have to miss my school due to this pain. Medicine does not work on it. My medical reports are normal. Also I want the answer that why I am so religious.

Session….

I see a big home. I am being born. My mother is screaming with pain. A saree clad lady is helping her give birth. My mother is struggling to breathe and give me birth. She gave me birth and died. Now that lady is taking care of me. My brother is 7 years old. It is India. It seems it is 1853.

I am few months old. My father is at home. He is a diamond jeweller. Some noise is there. Somebody shot at my father. He is dead. Now that lady took us in her care. She has a 1 year old daughter and no husband. She is not good. My brother protects me from her. She tortures my brother and makes him work a lot. She did not allow him to study. Now we are growing. My brother is grown up now. He took hold of father’s diamond factory. The lady took lot of money and left us. My brother wants me to study. He sent me somewhere. Here I wear western clothes. It seems it is some European country. Time is running fast. I am in my 20s. I have friends.  One day I received a big box along with a letter from my brother. It was written “donot open it now and keep it safely”. I was alone in the home. My other friends were not there. Four of us live here. I opened the box. It had many metallic boxes filled with diamonds of different size and shapes. I buried it in kitchen garden.

After few months I received the news that someone has shot my brother. I am very sad. Now I don’t have anybody. My friends are good and protective of me. After few months two men from India came and knocked at my door. They asked me for that box. I refused. My friends saved me. Now I feel they always follow me. I am 27 now. It is winter. I am walking alone. Suddenly I felt someone is coming behind me. I got panicked and started running.  I reached an open area. I hid behind the last building. The other person came from behind and took hold of me. They put me in some closed cart. The person sitting with me calls me Sheetal. He asked me where I hid the box. The cart stopped after sometime, he took me out and untied me. I started running. It is an open ground in a deserted forest area. One of them warned me to stop. As I turned to look at him he shot me at the back on my right shoulder. The second shot hit my lower abdomen and passed through it. I fell with a lot of pain. Both of them are standing near me. One is telling to other that this was not in our plan. They left me there. I died a slow death with so much pain. After 14 days a man came in the morning. My body was rotting, stinking and ants were all over it. He informed the authorities and my body was taken care of. It was a stressful life. I learnt music in that life. She recognized all of them in her present life.

The cell memory released, healing done and then guided to light. The soul consciousness rested in the light and when asked the masters for her religious nature, lot of answers and Guidance came to her. (It was a wonderful experience for me, as a therapist, to listen to excellent Divine Guidance)

Reorientation……

She told that pain is so much now. I am not able to get up Doctor. The shoulder, back and abdomen started hurting very badly. After resting for long, she left my chamber happily and confident that now she knows the reason. Last month she called and said that initially pain was very severe for one month and thereafter it started decreasing. Now for over 2 months, I do not have any pain. My past life wounds are healed. This is all because of you.