Unexplained sadness and cry for no apparent reason A 38 years old unmarried woman came to know the reason for her Unexplained sadness and crying for no apparent reason. She told she is on medical treatment for PCOD for the last 10 years. She told that whenever a marriage proposal comes she is nervous and wants to run away. She said, Dr Vandana, I have many issues but I want to know the reason for my unexplained deep sadness within me. Session…… It’s evening, a man of 25 yrs and woman of 20 years are in a boat in the lake. They are happy. A British soldier in blue dress is watching them. Now they are in a house having dinner. It’s me in the white gown. I am the woman. Now we are sleeping on a wooden bed in the room. The room has a window. My back is facing window. A light comes from the window. The husband gets up, wears his coat, picked an axe and went out. I am sitting looking at the gate in the morning. (she started crying. She cried a lot. It was catharsis. She told I donot want to move ahead. I love him very much and want to be with him. Again started crying and told I donot want to move. (Healing done). There is a knock at the door. I opened the door. The soldier in blue dress came inside. He told the boatman, my husband will never come back. I am crying. Soldier went away. I am living alone very sad always crying as if waiting for him. My name is Rose. It is 1687. I am getting old. I always think about my young age. He was my childhood friend. At the age of 17 we got married and came to this house. We were very happy. We loved each other too much. I donot have children because we never wanted to have a child. We did not want to share our love with anyone else. I am very old now. It’s day time I died inside my home. My body is very weak. There is lot of sadness in my heart and deep loneliness in my mind. My neighbors and a Father buried me. There are flowers on my coffin. I guided her to the light. She met the master light, got blessings. She asked whether she will meet her soul mate in this life. The answer came not in this life. She received spiritual guidance. On her way back to earth, planet Jupiter blessed her. Reorientation…. She told Dr. Raghuvanshi, I feel the same intensity of sadness inside me which I felt in my past life. In present life I feel that someone loves me but I feel I will not meet him. Thank you very much for helping me find answer.

Session on Skype ------ She is resident of UK. I, her past life therapist, am stationed Chandigarh. She regressed 2 past lives in this session. Weird Experience and Past life link... She contacted me to know the reason of her Weird experience for the last 20 years. She experiences it off and on in the form of a dream. It can happen in night or in day even during a short nap. In the dream the man is always same. Sometimes he says loneliness is a big problem. She always has a physical sexual experience and feeling of climax. But afterwards she is totally drained of her energy, remains irritated and angry whole day. By her nature she is a very calm person but after the experience she will always have a fight with somebody. She got married at the age of 18 (arranged marriage) and got divorced after 2 years for none of her faults. Now she is 40. Whenever she came close to any man and thought of marriage something happened and the person just went away from her life. She said, Doctor Vandana, I contacted many healers, astrologers but none could help me. Now I think this particular man of my dream is linked to my past life. Session….. 1st life---- I am standing in a home in a village. It’s Punjab. A tall man wearing Kurta and Chadar is saying something to me (it is so strange that he is the one who is my ex-husband). There is an older woman who is the mother of my ex-husband. Now I am going outside. My age is 25 and I do not have any kid. I am fair and very short in height. I am wearing payals. There is huge peepal tree and I am going towards that tree. Now I am below the tree and looking up (she started crying with fear there was lot of catharsis with fear. It went for long time. Her fear and fright reaction was at the score of more than 100%. I did SRT work and then she could calm down). When I asked what happened. She said a man is sitting on peepal tree with a water pitcher in hand but he is not alive. He is something else. He is looking at me. Now I am back, people are watching me. Something very wrong happened to me. I am laughing loudly. Now no one talks to me. My husband also does not talk to me. My husband and mother-in-law remain quiet. I am very abnormal now. I keep my hair open. I fight with everybody. People are afraid of me. They say that ghost has possessed her. I roam here and there. Sometimes I go and sit below the peepal tree. It is 1915. But I know that I was born here before. I have seen this peepal tree in my some other life also. I am 32 and standing near a pond. I feel I have jumped. I am no more. People called me Bano. My husband cremated me. As a therapist I decided her to take to her life in which she has seen that particular peepal tree before. 2nd life…. Our house is made of mud. I live with my parents. I am 14 yrs old girl. There are lot of pitchers lying around. We are Kumhars. We make pitchers. A boy comes to our home off and on. He is 18 years old. He takes our pitchers and also repairs the wheel . We live in Kumhar village and he lives a little far. He is not Kumhar. It seems so strange that peepal tree is somewhere near my home and in between the village where I was born before in my last life and the village I live now. The kutcha road links that village to our Kumhar village. It is 1837. Now the boy has started coming frequently. He always looks at me. He is the same boy who comes to my dream for the last 20 years in my present life. My parents know that he looks at me. One day my people grabbed him below that peepal tree and hit him. Some one hit on his head and he died. He is 19 years at the time of his death. I am not feeling good. I am 20. When I go under the tree I feel he is watching. Sometimes I feel he is behind me. “Ajeeb si Zid hai usai”. I am getting married. “mere hathon par menhdi lagi hui hai.”. When my mother tied Kalira on my wrist I felt he is present and is watching me. I am in my husband’s home. My husband is a good person but I am not getting attached to him because he watches me. So I could not get close to my husband. I told this to my husband. I am wearing black thread in my neck and hands but nothing helps. My husband died due to fever. I am 29. My father-in-law is very good person (he is my present life grandfather). I am sitting below the peepal tree. He is watching from above. He is holding a pitcher taken from our home. I am getting older but he looks of the same age. Now I am 40. I am alone in the home. I feel good now. I donot feel loneliness because I know someone is here and watching me. It is evening time. I am now 55. Today I am very angry on this boy. Whole life he remained after me. Due to my anger my head started hurting. Suddenly blood comes out of my nose and I died immediately. Villagers are cremating me. It is so strange that this is the same area where I was cremated in my last life. There is so much heaviness in my heart. I am not able to bear it. (A lot of healing done. She said now so much heaviness is lifted from my heart.) As a therapist, I decided to do SRT and healing so that the soul on the tree across time and space can be liberated to light. After my work she said four light being angels are there cremating his body which was thrown. This is not happening in the area where the people from our village are cremated in routine. This is somewhere else. He had a mother, it seems they were poor, it looks she is watching cremation sitting in her hut. Now he is in the form of white light and surrounded by those four lights going upwards. He is saying to me forgive me and thank you. I also told him forgive me and thank you. I also asked forgiveness from his mother. As a therapist I brought her back to her own cremation, when she felt her physical body turned into ashes, I guided her to light. She took rest in the light. I brought her back into the garden she felt a lot of white energy flowers shower falling on her. Reorientation…. She said, Doctor Vandana, I am feeling so much lightness in my shoulders and heart now. She told, may be, I am 40 but it is so strange I always felt like 18 years old in this present life. It is so strange that from 20 years I am living in fear of that face, a boy, but now I feel so much sympathy for him. Doctor, you are an angel to me and master light for him. I am so happy that we could liberate him also. I am feeling free. Thank you for every thing.

PAST LIFE STORY....

. I saw myself as an 8 years old golden hair boy looking at  sky and playing with a kite , i started feeling uneasy feeling a dark shadow behind me. He was my gaurdian a black farm manager who had come to take me from the fields, to take me back to the farm. I was not related to him and i was raised by him on a farm located in mexico.

Dr .Vandana asked me to progress further and see what happened, i had difficulty in moving in time , i saw myself at the age of 15 wearing brown cowboy pants, it felt like i was not an obedient child anymore, i was not still helping the black guy in any way and i was just living on that farm with them, it took me alot of effort to reach the event that had effected me, it was in mexico city, i was 17 years old and i was standing at a corner , smoking , i could sense that i was a guy that people feared and if they talked to me or called me it was because of my fearless and mischeivious behaviour and not out of true respect, next i heard the black guy calling me from behind by my name , he said “ hey Bob”, and before i could turn my head fully , he hit me with a sharp edged weapon in the head , i cld feel the pain but not see the blood and i kept telling Dr.Vandana that there is no blood, i was taken to a nursing home where i was treated. after this point everything was blank and i could not progress further, would lose Dr’s directions however finally i moved to another chapter, at this point i was a 28 yrs old man , tall with brown hair, wore good clothes, married with 2 kids and i knew i was in new york city .

By now i knew i was of Italian origin and had now settled in new york, i was short tempered, did not respect my wife, did not love her though i was attached to her and i was a chain smoker which i kept on telling Dr.Vandana” I smoke alot, i smoke alot”.

Dr.Vandana asked me what did u do ? and i said i was always at home , i only ordered, i no more worked and remained home most of the times as now i had people work for me , and she asked what do they do for you ? I answered they bring me the money, i am the Mafia Don .

She asked me if i ever killed anyone and i did not want to answer, i said i no more kill and i only order my people to kill.She asked me why did i stay home and i answered to protect my family.

She asked me again if i killed many people but i did not answer and i could not progress, i said i am very short tempered, i dont like my wife, women are good for nothing, they are only there to reproduce and they can do nothing in life. My wife’s name was Mary,she was my mom-( in real life)-.

I had an assitant who took care of everything , namely billy..This man is a friend in real life , someone who played a very major role in my today’s misery. I told Dr.Vandana that billy is the guy who would take care of the business after me.

She asked my why i did not love my wife but i did not say anything and again went into a discomfort mode. After sometime Dr.Vandana asked me to move ahead in that life and then i was on the street, shot in the right knee and in the right side of the stomach, it was a shoot out of two gangs and i was shot, billi took me to a place where i felt i stayed for 3 months to recover from the wounds. My knee healed however my stomach remained infectious throughout life, interesting is that exactly at the age of 34 i started to have this knee problem/ injury where after many tests and MRIs doctors are still not sure what did cause it and asked me not to have any physical activity that would put stress on my knee for 6-9 months but more interesting is the wound on the right side of the stomach.I have a birth mark exactly at the same place. It is amazing how we carry even the physical pain with us.

When i further progressed in my past life as Don Bob, i saw myself at home, and suddenly i was hauling, the feeling of loss was so intense that  i was shaking and crying , when Dr. Asked me to explain why i was crying i told her that  my wife had sent both my sons to billy, as she thought they were more safe with him ...I could never forgive my wife for this act.

The next scene was that my wife was packing her suitcase and wanted to leave, i did not stop her, i let her go. Dr.vandana sked me to see where she was and i saw her in a house where women with no family and support were taken care of , she died a lonely death there at maybe 34 and my younger son was the only person present at her funeral.

Next Dr.Vandana asked me to see where my sons were and i could see that they were with billy , now young men, my elder son was a very cruel and shrewd man , a bad soul with scary eyes , he happened to be the closest person to me in this life who actually ruined my life and my younger son was aloof , he was not happy being there.

After this i cld not progress further so Dr.Vandana asked me to go back to childhood again , there i came to know how i had landed up living with the black guy, i was 3 years old walking with my mom and dad on the street and i was lost around noon, and by evening when no one came to take me ,the black guy he took me to that farm and raised me, at this point i knew why he hit me at the age of 17, i had become popular and the farm owner had asked me to take care of the farm and had put him out of joband jealousy was the reason for his action. This guy too has played a very major role in my today’s problems.By now i knew who he was.

At this point Dr.Vandana asked me again if i ever killed anyone and i said 4-5 maybe and i killed the black guy too. It felt as if i felt the black guy and his action lead me to becming a don as after i killed him in a state of revenge i had to tun away and everntually i turned to a Don, i felt he was responsible for polluting my soul and it is so amazing i feel the same about the person in my real life, i feel he is the cause of me taking a very wrong decision and i have been tricked to a situation that i never wanted to be in.

The next scene was when my elder son he came home, he was furious, he wanted to kill me as he thought and belived i had sent his mom away and was responsible for his death, i explained to him that she was not happy and she herself left the house, showed him the cupboard that she had taken all her belongings, he calmed down and left, at this moment i told Dr. That i did not like him and he was a bad soul, he had killed many people and was cruel , she asked me why didnt i like my elder son and finally i told the secret that he was not my son, he was my wife’s and billy’s son and i felt i never told this to my son as i did not want him to hate his mother. Interesting is t fact that the mother of the same person in my real life had ran away with her lover after marriage and then was brought back home.

Dr.Vandana asked me if i had relations with any other women and i refused very clearly. I was asked to go to the time of death , i saw myself as 75 years old who was very weak due to excessive smoking and the wound in the stomach. I was trying to turn off the light when i fell and died, my body was there for 7 days and was eventually recovered by neighbours and police came to take my body, i was not leaving the place till my body was taken care of.

Doctor asked my what colour light i was and my answer was that i was a grey powder, she asked me to move  on and go into the white light but i told her i wanted to go back , i had some work, she told me to go back and finsih it and i went back to see my younger son , i saw him and gave him my blessings and it is after that that i cld move up and above, it was a great struggle to go to the white light , Dr.Vandana being a healer as well pushed me with her techniques and eventually i reached the white light , it was magical and peaceful, i feel i rested there for 7 years.

Before the session had started i had asked y me , why have i been suffering all the time in very single life and i got my answers, she told me to see the master and ask my questions, master was disappointed but still waited to hear my question, after i asked the question he was furious and left, the feeling i got was , he wanted to convey” when you know the answer why are you fooling yourself and why are you wating my time “ i was shaken , Dr.Vandana without hearing my question , had sensed that and immediately asked me to go to my soulmates and ask from them and they too were disppointed and asked me to look for answer within me”

After that Doctor asked me to go back and forgive the black guy, my wife, my son, billy which i did , most difficult was my son, he was a bad soul only seeking revenge , i tried and he seemed to be convinced , by this time i was too tired and exhausted, dr Vandana asked me to take energy from white light and then i was slowly brought back to my conscious level.

Its 3 weeks from my session now but i still feel the pain and the tiredness as i had a very difficult life both physically and emotionally. I have found many answers to my questions, i am more firm in my decisions and have the ability to say no to the wrong people .

Thank you doctor.

A PLR Session report , person sharing with all of you.... I went to dr.vandana raghuvanshi, a past life therapist in Chandigarh and told her that I wanted to experience a perfect life and bring back those qualities in my life We started with the session, as soon as i was in the hypnotic state i saw as a woman in my mid early 30s, i was wearing everything in white, beige and off white colour, i was wearing a pleated skirt, a shirt with front frills , and a hat too. I was looking at a building and it seemed i was formally dressed for some work. I reached the top floor of the building and i could see that it was a clinic and i was a doctor. I was a gynaecologist , i could see expecting women in the room and i was examining them. Next was when i was instructed to see at home , It was supper time , my husband , a handsome man with brown hair and moustaches was sitting at the table , we had two kids, a son and a daughter about the age of 7 & 9. I worked at home too , it seemed i cooked and cleaned myself. My name at the clinic board read Dr. Henna Henry Matheson. My husband’s name was Henry Matheson and he was a doctor too. Next scene was that I saw myself painting and teaching young kids . It was a very fulfilling activity , i was very happy and contented doing that . I said I am happy , this is what i love as a doctor i have earned respect but that profession does not give me happiness , i want to do more than just going to my clinic. I regressed further and i saw myself in my mid 50s, I was painting and i had a sizable studio , I loved what i was doing , I said i have quit as a doctor and now i only paint and i love it , I have become known for my paintings and i have a studio now. I am still equally respected. She asked me to see what my husband was doing , I saw that my husband was no more and my kids were away to other cities for their schooling . My husband had died of TB, i saw him at the time of his death , he was coughing blood and he eventually passed away. When i further regressed i saw myself at a gathering , I was not amongst the guests , my son and my daughter were sitting at the front row when my name was called , i reached the podium and it seemed that i was given a life achievement award by a the mayor of my city , it was for the charity hospital i had opened after my late husband. Dr.Vandana asked me where is this place , you would know and my answer was this has to be England , as there is no sense of fashion and people wear such boring clothes. I still wonder why did i say something like that ? The next was the scene of my death , i knew that it was the time so i wore near clean clothes and sat on my bed , and i departed . It was a very beautiful and peaceful death . When i looked from above i said this was my dream life , i had a perfect home , a warm family , my husband loved me , I was recognised for both my profession and my passion and people knew me as an artist , I did charity and my work was recognised and honoured. This is my dream life.Further i moved up , i was a bright white light , I saw my master Soul and the group of souls. I went to the master soul to pay respect and thank him for such a wonderful journey . I got his blessings and then it was time to come back.

TESTIMONIAL PAST LIFE REGRESSION

Testimonial..
Past life regression can be a very great insight about present life issue...

. I saw myself as an 8 years old golden hair boy looking at  sky and playing with a kite , i started feeling uneasy feeling a dark shadow behind me. He was my gaurdian a black farm manager who had come to take me from the fields, to take me back to the farm. I was not related to him and i was raised by him on a farm located in mexico.

Dr .Vandana asked me to progress further and see what happened, i had difficulty in moving in time , i saw myself at the age of 15 wearing brown cowboy pants, it felt like i was not an obedient child anymore, i was not still helping the black guy in any way and i was just living on that farm with them, it took me alot of effort to reach the event that had effected me, it was in mexico city, i was 17 years old and i was standing at a corner , smoking , i could sense that i was a guy that people feared and if they talked to me or called me it was because of my fearless and mischeivious behaviour and not out of true respect, next i heard the black guy calling me from behind by my name , he said “ hey Bob”, and before i could turn my head fully , he hit me with a sharp edged weapon in the head , i cld feel the pain but not see the blood and i kept telling Dr.Vandana that there is no blood, i was taken to a nursing home where i was treated. after this point everything was blank and i could not progress further, would lose Dr’s directions however finally i moved to another chapter, at this point i was a 28 yrs old man , tall with brown hair, wore good clothes, married with 2 kids and i knew i was in new york city .

By now i knew i was of Italian origin and had now settled in new york, i was short tempered, did not respect my wife, did not love her though i was attached to her and i was a chain smoker which i kept on telling Dr.Vandana” I smoke alot, i smoke alot”.

Dr.Vandana asked me what did u do ? and i said i was always at home , i only ordered, i no more worked and remained home most of the times as now i had people work for me , and she asked what do they do for you ? I answered they bring me the money, i am the Mafia Don .

She asked me if i ever killed anyone and i did not want to answer, i said i no more kill and i only order my people to kill.She asked me why did i stay home and i answered to protect my family.

She asked me again if i killed many people but i did not answer and i could not progress, i said i am very short tempered, i dont like my wife, women are good for nothing, they are only there to reproduce and they can do nothing in life. My wife’s name was Mary,she was my mom-( in real life)-.

I had an assitant who took care of everything , namely billy..This man is a friend in real life , someone who played a very major role in my today’s misery. I told Dr.Vandana that billy is the guy who would take care of the business after me.

She asked my why i did not love my wife but i did not say anything and again went into a discomfort mode. After sometime Dr.Vandana asked me to move ahead in that life and then i was on the street, shot in the right knee and in the right side of the stomach, it was a shoot out of two gangs and i was shot, billi took me to a place where i felt i stayed for 3 months to recover from the wounds. My knee healed however my stomach remained infectious throughout life, interesting is that exactly at the age of 34 i started to have this knee problem/ injury where after many tests and MRIs doctors are still not sure what did cause it and asked me not to have any physical activity that would put stress on my knee for 6-9 months but more interesting is the wound on the right side of the stomach.I have a birth mark exactly at the same place. It is amazing how we carry even the physical pain with us.

When i further progressed in my past life as Don Bob, i saw myself at home, and suddenly i was hauling, the feeling of loss was so intense that  i was shaking and crying , when Dr. Asked me to explain why i was crying i told her that  my wife had sent both my sons to billy, as she thought they were more safe with him ...I could never forgive my wife for this act.

The next scene was that my wife was packing her suitcase and wanted to leave, i did not stop her, i let her go. Dr.vandana sked me to see where she was and i saw her in a house where women with no family and support were taken care of , she died a lonely death there at maybe 34 and my younger son was the only person present at her funeral.

Next Dr.Vandana asked me to see where my sons were and i could see that they were with billy , now young men, my elder son was a very cruel and shrewd man , a bad soul with scary eyes , he happened to be the closest person to me in this life who actually ruined my life and my younger son was aloof , he was not happy being there.

After this i cld not progress further so Dr.Vandana asked me to go back to childhood again , there i came to know how i had landed up living with the black guy, i was 3 years old walking with my mom and dad on the street and i was lost around noon, and by evening when no one came to take me ,the black guy he took me to that farm and raised me, at this point i knew why he hit me at the age of 17, i had become popular and the farm owner had asked me to take care of the farm and had put him out of joband jealousy was the reason for his action. This guy too has played a very major role in my today’s problems.By now i knew who he was.

At this point Dr.Vandana asked me again if i ever killed anyone and i said 4-5 maybe and i killed the black guy too. It felt as if i felt the black guy and his action lead me to becming a don as after i killed him in a state of revenge i had to tun away and everntually i turned to a Don, i felt he was responsible for polluting my soul and it is so amazing i feel the same about the person in my real life, i feel he is the cause of me taking a very wrong decision and i have been tricked to a situation that i never wanted to be in.

The next scene was when my elder son he came home, he was furious, he wanted to kill me as he thought and belived i had sent his mom away and was responsible for his death, i explained to him that she was not happy and she herself left the house, showed him the cupboard that she had taken all her belongings, he calmed down and left, at this moment i told Dr. That i did not like him and he was a bad soul, he had killed many people and was cruel , she asked me why didnt i like my elder son and finally i told the secret that he was not my son, he was my wife’s and billy’s son and i felt i never told this to my son as i did not want him to hate his mother. Interesting is t fact that the mother of the same person in my real life had ran away with her lover after marriage and then was brought back home.

Dr.Vandana asked me if i had relations with any other women and i refused very clearly. I was asked to go to the time of death , i saw myself as 75 years old who was very weak due to excessive smoking and the wound in the stomach. I was trying to turn off the light when i fell and died, my body was there for 7 days and was eventually recovered by neighbours and police came to take my body, i was not leaving the place till my body was taken care of.

Doctor asked my what colour light i was and my answer was that i was a grey powder, she asked me to move  on and go into the white light but i told her i wanted to go back , i had some work, she told me to go back and finsih it and i went back to see my younger son , i saw him and gave him my blessings and it is after that that i cld move up and above, it was a great struggle to go to the white light , Dr.Vandana being a healer as well pushed me with her techniques and eventually i reached the white light , it was magical and peaceful, i feel i rested there for 7 years.

Before the session had started i had asked y me , why have i been suffering all the time in very single life and i got my answers, she told me to see the master and ask my questions, master was disappointed but still waited to hear my question, after i asked the question he was furious and left, the feeling i got was , he wanted to convey” when you know the answer why are you fooling yourself and why are you wating my time “ i was shaken , Dr.Vandana without hearing my question , had sensed that and immediately asked me to go to my soulmates and ask from them and they too were disppointed and asked me to look for answer within me”

After that Doctor asked me to go back and forgive the black guy, my wife, my son, billy which i did , most difficult was my son, he was a bad soul only seeking revenge , i tried and he seemed to be convinced , by this time i was too tired and exhausted, dr Vandana asked me to take energy from white light and then i was slowly brought back to my conscious level.

Its 3 weeks from my session now but i still feel the pain and the tiredness as i had a very difficult life both physically and emotionally. I have found many answers to my questions, i am more firm in my decisions and have the ability to say no to the wrong people .

Thank you doctor.

RecurrentDream #Weired Experienced And #PastLife Link... I had had discussed a very strange experience I had with Dr.vandana Raghuvanshi , it happened while I had travelled to another city , I checked into the hotel late at night, as soon as I entered the room in the hotel it felt very heavy, the air was too sticky. It was 11 pm when i checked in and soon after i got into bed, where i had this really strange experience of an immense energy field surrounding me , so strong that i could not move any limb, i was not scared but i could not understand what was going on , i was so shocked that as a healer or pranic healing practitioner i still could not protect myself , after few yet very long minutes it had stopped. The next morning when i got up and drew back the curtains i saw a church and the cross right out of the window, after that for the next 3 days whenever i went out for my evening walk i went to that church and paid donation and respect. On the 3rd night there was a problem with the curtains and i had to shift from that room, when i was picking up my stuff i felt a pat on my shoulder and a voice saying “ Don’t go”, since i am healer i realized they did not want to hurt me but maybe they needed me. Anyways I left the room ,the new room was absolutely fine. After reaching my home town i started to have regular dreams about 2 ladies and a man’s dead body who had disfigured faces and they wanted to know something from me, it was very scary, i discussed the same with Dr.Vandana . Before starting the session i had the same question of “ why did i have to suffer in this life so much ? I told Dr.Vandana I must have done something in some life .Dr.Vandana Raghuvanshi told me to find its reason in past life . I agreed. Session of my past life started... I was a tall man with brown hair and white skin, wearing a hat , i was in Europe a place with stone pavements, looked like Italy. I walked with the help of a stick and i was limping , i had to know what happened to me so when i travelled back i saw a scene where near a beautiful square with lovely fountains and red flowers on stone waved road a horse cart went out of control , while i was trying to help control the cart i fell and the horse cart ran over my right leg and so i could no more walk properly and had to use the stick. I was asked to go to my childhood, i was a 12 year old boy , eldest of all other children in an orphanage , i was called Sam and i was very loved by the younger children and the care taker, i was a responsible and kind child who would take care of the younger kids in that place. I was asked if i married but the answer was no and i never had anyone in my life. The next important event in my life was my death i committed suicide at the age of 38, the reason was i was too lonely, i was buried and my Grave stone read Samanuel . The lesson i learnt from that life was that i was lonely because i chose to be that way , if i had opened up to people and let my guard down i would have not been so lonely that i would end my life, interestingly i have been having the same pattern in this life too, I am lonely because i have chosen not to open up to people. Dr. Vandana Raghuvanshi guided me to another life time .... I saw myself as a man of about 30-35 , who did not look good at all with a long face and a long nose wearing long brown coat, i was stealing some silver goods from a house, the owners were two ladies and a man, they were at supper table and i was waiting in a corner and watching them. The same people they have been appearing in my dreams since that trip. I stole their silver goods and in the next scene I was at a palacial house, there was a big feast going on with many people dancing and moving around happily, i went up the wooden stairs and opend a door, a beautiful woman was wearing her jewellery , i entered the room took her jewellery , molested her and went to another room , opened the door and saw a big man . The next event was that I was on a chair, a chair that was meant to be a death chair, iIwas cold and shivering and knew my death was near, I was asked to go back and see what happened , I saw that the man in that room in the palacial house had caught me and called the police(or some people of law of that time) and I was arrested and sent to jail, i was sentenced to death on that chair not because of robbery but because those 3 old people from whom i robbed the silver stuff died of poisoning, I had poisoned them so that they fall un conscious however the dose was more than required and hence they died. I had no remorse then, a soul with no conscious but when I was sitting on that chair and in the last few moments before my sentence I had realized what I had done and I was regretful and scared. I died on that chair with something like a strong shock, I had passed urine and strangely I was shivering and I was cold during the time while regressing. I guided up, I was a dark smokey gray colour light, When I reached light my colour started to change and it became lighter and lighter. Interestingly after that session I never had that dream again. They wanted to know why did i poison them as they loved me , they wanted to tell me i would have got the silver stuff if i would have asked them and why did i have to kill them and steal from them? What had they done wrong to me, their faces were disfigured in the dream as they had died of severe poisoning. I got my answers and i am sure this regression and forgiveness that was done helped them move ahead too. Thank to divine ...Thank to Dr.Vandana Raghuvanshi